Saturday, September 20, 2008

Thats Ma Main B*%ch.

Her name is Kassidy....
Ma baby Bomb aint she?!

Blue nose pit bull terrior... All Grey white chested(or breasted lol) Grey eyes.... And she Lovesss Me!






MusiC 2Ma earzz...

O & 1 more thingg Music Hass played a huge role in My Life as of Lateee. Specifically
Hip Hop...


These are Ma Niggazz So Holla At Me!










Im Back. HaHa

Sorry for My M.I.a. nesssss............


Life has gotten tha best of me lately....

Family, girlz, Ball, School , and God especially....



Im tha type that needs things 2 be perfect or close 2 it or else I aint happy... Im Over that stage now alsoo lol


Im 19 now, not that big of a difference 4rm 18 butI am a Man. Im doing well through all of this up & down jazz thats been goin on lately...

I had ma 1st practice since like 2 months agoooo on wednesday and I was excited 2 be bak on tha court. Me and Ball are just like peanut butter and jelly, we gotta be 2gether cuz we were meant 2 go together str8 up!



My fam is blessed, Im blessed.... Blessings blessings blessings!!!


Im not 100% happy but who ever is????

Im gettin there....


I would Like 2 have a song dedicated 2 Me GT! lol
So whenever yu read dis, find a song that comes 2 mind when yu think of your Best Friend in thee whole world... lol

Ima be checkiin yo pageee...









Other than that. Im Cool. Single, im only talkin 2 Bomb Females.... Cuz im tryna look out 4 ma kidsss lol


8 & a halfz and higher..... Sorryyio!


and please have some type of plan because females with no direction really annoy me. get it 2getherr people...


I got ma Momz tatted yesterdayyy! finally!!!!


Yeaaa fashoo, Ima start back writin' ma thoughts on here... I guess it never gets old after all.


-Peace

Saturday, August 23, 2008

August 23rd...

This is the 2nd year anniversary of when My brother and I were shot.


We still here.


I Love You Bro & Fam, str8 up!


Life is Great because we still here...




God is Good. All the Time




P.S. Happy Birthday Kobe .

My Bday is In 5 days!!!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

If I just be Myself Everything Will Be cool bcuz i wont have 2 worry about Changing.....
I got into a Bad Car accident the same Day I had that Bad Dream ......

Bad Dream.

It's me on the floor watching T.V. & brittnee on the couch with a guy I dont even talk to but it seemed like we were trying to get along tonight. Brittnee is laying between his legs and Dino is laying with a guy next to brittnee and her dude. We are all laughing and joking around, smiling. There was something on the T.V. like the awards, no it was the music channel, 907. My Moms room was next door how it used to be at the old house and it was next 2 my room which was now the living room of the house. A bed was there as i layed on my side and Jasmine comes down there and she wants 2 lay down with me & I dont react so she turns around and goes upstairs. Then i start making my bed up and there were 5 pillows. Then I layed on my bed. I usually only sleep with 2 pillows. Then My Mom yells from the other room"Paul, be nice to her before you dont have anymore friends".

I go upstairs to look for Jasmine and I go into brittnee and byrons room and byron is in there sitting at a table. Bree comes in with a lot of friends and family & they are dancing to a song i cant even remember. So I say Happy Birthday Bomb . Bree & Byron says " Her Birthday passed already" & Dominique says the same thing...I said " I know i just didnt get 2 see her on her bday thats why I was saying so now". Byron caught himself an attitude towards me.

Im walking out and I Look at Bree's face and It looks like jourdans face. So its not really Bree, but every1 is saying it is her, including myself. There are 2 feminine looking dudes at the door as i walk out, dancing and saying " this is our song!"

I continue 2 walk and see 2 more guys who came with bree, 1 of them had a beard. He says to me " Aye Man somebody stole those same shoes from me today" . I laugh then he laughs as I look down at my all royal blue pro models w/ the red stripes. Then he said " Yea Man they stole em when i was up at pepperdine". I said " I might be transferring there, i went to hampton last year, now I go to el camino then Ima transfer to pepperdine". He said " man, thats cool".

I keep walking into the next room and brittnee and this same dude are making out & jasmine is on another bed trying to go to sleep. I go up to her to pick her up and take her back to the room w/ me to be nice & she throws my arms off and says" You need it that bad?!" With a smile on her face. I walk out and then there are helicopters & sirens I only can hear but I cant see them. Im in the car with my Mom and we are driving through these gates that are open just wide enough for us to barely drive through. We drove through about 10 of them.


I began to think about birthdays and I think about Bree's Birthday and Byrons Bday tomorrow & I say in my head
{My thoughts}
" I hate him and his attitude, we probably wont even talk on his birthday, Im not gonna tell him happy bday and he prolly wont tell me happy birthday either". Then I think further " I need to ask India when her exact birthday is again, I cant really remember even tho I asked her already...

Im going to get her a double hearted gold necklace and just keep it put up until i find out her birthday".



My Mom and I finally pass through the last gate & some how we make a left but we are driving the oppososite way we turned...


We see Dominique and Bree with their bags as if they were going to a sleepover or something and Dino is just yelling " Bitch! Bitch! damn Man Leave me alone! I swear! I hate Him! and she's just jumping and yelling..

My Mom just drives by and she appears to be sweating like when she's been doing to much work in the kitchen. I say " Mom, I hate this" I really do. Moms is just mumbling and I really cant hear but im barely listening because dino is still walking and yelling down the street. I say again " I hate that when every1 has a problem or gets in trouble, they blame it on me Mom, always". She sits there and continues 2 drive and then there are two mexicans that appear from no where on bikes right in front of us, 2 gang bangers 1 with a white beater on and the other with a blue LA button up and a Blue bandana... They're shooting to the left as they are right in front of us. Im yelling " Mom turn around! turn around! the two dudes werent shooting at us but they keep shooting to the left . My Mom keeps driving straight and dominique is in the car behind us now because i hear her say " niggas out here shootin n'shit".

The 2 mexicans turn left down a street never looking back at us ande My Mom looks at them as they ride away and shoot, and says "Damn Mexicans!". She says it but she says it in a regular tone and then she looks back straight and keeps driving. I look back and Dino, Bree and the Car they were in are gone. I see those 2 Mexicans again. They have their guns in their hands and they're fighting this black dude 2 on 1. I Look back aqgain and I see that the dude is lebre. I said Mom turn around! turn around! turn around!

She keeps driving straightand she has this motionless expression on her face as if she isnt really feeling well. I say Mom! turn around! I gotta go protect lebre. I grab the steering wheel and i try to make a U-turn right, then left and i couldnt while reaching over my Mom.


My Mom says slowly "You always gotta take care of your brothers and sisters".


I look at her and she's sweating Perfusley and seems to be breathing slower. I say Mom are you ok? she Knods her head in a yes motiion as she turns right into a drive way.

I get out and run to the corner and im looking as the dudes are beating up my brother, lebre is fighting back tho. I yell "here i come bro!" I run back to the car and i get back in the passenger seat. I look to My Mom and she wasnt there. I hop out the car and run around to her side and she is laying there on her back face up. I yell " Mom, Mom and I picked her up and im beginning to cry as im holding her and shes getting heavy.... She was dying in my ars and she had this eye opening look on her face that made me feel of her pain. I thought to call 911 but i just stood there crying with her in my hands. I looked back down the street and lebre and the 2 dudes werent there anymore, just the two bikes. there was this music playing and it was making me cry even more.




Then I woke up and the end of the song that was on the music channel 907. I started Crying.... Then i got 2 random text messages from Carelle and Tia . two people I havent talked to in a while. I continue to cry and Uncle B is asking me whats wrong and If im ok. He was like" You aiite P? P! You alright ?"


I popped up out of bed and wrote this bad dream down on paper, and I just typed it onto my blog now...

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Let Go Let God.



Ive been so sad lately. So disappointed. Ive been a different person and it hasnt been a great feeling. Mad about certain circumstances and situation sive been placed in but I dont really have to be mad. I havent really been thankful and i havent realized the important things in life.

I have been blessed with so much, sometimes i seem to overlook those things and thats not good. Im a better person when my attitude is good, when im smiling and when I am energetic and vivacious. Thats PD. I cannot allow people or anything else to control my mental state anymore. I have to be able to make ME happy.

I dont wanna be frustrated anymore or depressed or sad or feeling like givin up, i dont. I wanna be happy and i wanna enjoy my blessings. I give everything to God and I pray that he puts me back on my feet. I Pray for strength mentally and physically. My emotions have been so tied up and twisted. I need 2 relaxx and I think that is what i will do.

I gotta be me at all times no matter what.

Monday, June 30, 2008

i tore it...

I tore ma Maniscus...

I was sad, mad, frustrated, scared, nervous....


im still scared.



Ma Maniscus is on tha side of ma Knee, its a ligament.


I have 2 have surgery and ima be out for 3 months. no basketball, no running, noi hard workouts...


I can Lift weights only wit ma upper body..

I have 2 miss all the games tourneys, and even tha Juco showcase.

I cant do nothin. depressing right?

well when I look in tha mirror and think damn i cant go workout today, yes. depressing..


on the other hand when i look at ma Mom who cant do anything she wants anymore bcuz of a disease i think in a more positive light becuz it cud be worse...


Im goin thru da motiionz...


so0 much goin on in ma head im goin crazy... when i cant hoop theres nothing..... I can write. like im doin right now..


shit wat else.... i aint in skoo.. man watever


basketball is wat i live and wat i die 4

i cant take it but ima have 2 of course cvuz i cnt do nothin about ma kneee....


i cant.... do nothing.

ughhh mann Im out.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

flowzzz

time bein flyin by...
a neva smoke but i stay high..

off tha Life and da Dreams of me havin a wife...

paul davis gon be sumthin someday..
all i gotta do is believe and pray..

beautiful inside out is p.D.
im me and cant nobody else be me...

ive worked so hard with this basketball...
im so0 not done i wanna be a star..

i wanna make tha money...
2 help my Mom..

more importantly i juss wanna play, cuz im da bomb!

i hoop im good, matta fact i can be great!
alotta ppl dont kno it but they gon hate..

i dont even care cuz i knw wat im capable of...
all i need is ma Man above...

im listenin 2 dis R&B while im typin these lines...
i aint even dat focused while im writn these rhymes..

im kinna bein silly at 12:08
juss tryna get ma mind str8...

this aint even help... I juss cant help maself sometimes...

im out.

until i really have something 2 type about...

Monday, June 2, 2008

Just a Lil' Dreamiing, thats all. lol

Okay..... Lets seeeeeeeeeeeee where to begin.

El Camino goes 22 & 6. Wins a Title. I get mad scholarship offers....
I get a 4.0....

I get to 200 pounds and hit 6'3...

I go to a 4 year and i play 3 more years of college Basketball.
Make it to the NCAA tournament.
I graduate in like two with a Degree in business and management...

I enter the 2012 NBA draft.

Buy Mom a Home in Bel Air with my first check.

Buy me a home in Bel air also...
Thenn.... I get married to this Beautiful Young woman...

We have our 1st son. then our second and 3rd... lol and another 1. then I have ma last which will be ma baby girl...

I invest in Nike. keep doing real estate in off season...

I get a new born baby rotweiler and name her Kasondra the 2nd... Every1 will jus call her Kasey. jus like ma baby.


I get in2 my acting... and I get in 2 some movies... comedy movies and more serious films too.


get my Grandma the newest benz out.

pay 4 my brothers and sisters to get through college.

and ima juss stop there because this is wat its all about!!!!! lol

Dreamingg......
If you ever wanted 2 ever be anything, itll always be somebody datll shoot down any Dream...

There always will be haters, thas da way it iz...
Hater niggas marry hater bi%*es & have hater Kids...

But they gon have 2 take MY LIFE before they take my Drive...
Cuz when I wuz barely livin' das what kept me ALIVE.

Just tha thought that maybe it could be better than where im at, at this TIME, tryna make it outta dis grind...
Before im outta ma Mind....


~kanye West
Who still thinks Im playin about this basketBall Business???

Determination...

Hard Work...
Drive...





Love...







SUCCESS... 2 be continued

Grab whatever you want.

within reach.
ahhhhhh!
The Joy.
Of Life...

Life and its blessings.
So many take for granted.
What I cherish.
Life is too Precious.

2 Be so stubborn.
Would you have rather not been born?
You complain about material and possession.
Not learning 4rm your last lessons.

Humble yourself.
Maybe you will realize the true meaning...
Of all of those things you seem so confused about.
Try Observation.

haha Im so Happy!
Life is amazing.
Every day I Live to thee fullest.
Because Perfection is what I am Chasing.

I will not apologize for Loving my Family more than I Love myself.
I refuse to stop Loving my Basketball before any1 else.
My Life is in order.
I have all thee assistance I need.


theres more to Life than Love.
Yes, there is.
There is Success. Priority. Peace with oneself. Laughing. trying to better yourself. Creating a stable environment for yourself...

Theres more to Love than the "just the thought"
Love is a Bond. My Love is My Family.
My Love is H00pin. My Love Is God.
My Love is a smile on any and everyz Face.
Love can get too emotional...
I keep Love on My heart.
but i refuse 2 abuse it like every1 else in this world does. I wont.
I
will Live with love but I will not Die because of it.


Love does push me tho0...
It has fueled me to be who I am Now.
Love makes me Drive, harder and harder...
Its passionate blessing and reward provides me with this hunger that makes me want to Win, more and More...

Life. I Need it..
The surroundings make me wanna go see more.
I have Life by its wings.
Im floating and soaring..
I wake up with tha same smile i fell asleep with lol

there is a constant feeling of how close i keep getting to this Dream...
like its happening rite in front of ma eyes.
I keep realizing so many blessings.
theyre all just in disguise.

so many ppl dont understand that.
but im truely blessed.
I have what i want and need.
no need for greed.

im on top of my world.
when i make it ill be on top of THE world.
Then I wont say a word.
Because my work and Success will speak 4 itself...
Jus as it does Now. lol


Amazing as Life is people worry about watever they can juss to create a crutch 4 themselves.. a handicap..
I already have a chip on my shoulder i dnt have 2 acknowledge my situation or wat ive been throught anymore because i am who I am and My past present and future are all visible in who I am.


ahhhhh!!!!!! Yall better Grab watever yall want while you can get...
Cuz Im takin anything and everything i can get bcuz Im hungry 4 it... ima get leftovers too.

Lifes the single most important blessing in this world.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Videogamez lol and STUFF! juss FUN!

Mannnnnnnnnnn...... hahah dis shit has been tooooo muchhh FUN....


My 8 year old cousin brought all his toys, games and everything 2 ma house and u knoe me!!!!


I had no choice but 2 try 2 beat him in alll his damngamess lol



Im such a competitor in anything it dnt matter... stems 4rm tha court mos definitely...



Man we played Live 08 I win! Madden I win! College bball he beat me ONCE! I had 2 beat him twice 2 convince maself i wus better and i did!!!!! AND I WHOOOPED HIS ASS TOO AND MADE HIM MKAD! LOL


we have been havin sooo much fun tho its crazy.... Hes like ma Brother cousin and son!!!!


ive been helpin him wit his hw, watchin movies, playin videogames and alll dattt!

dance contests!!! haha dis lil poplockin ass ninja! lol he really can dance tho i thot he was jusss playin around lol


Hes tha coolest th0 4reals and im glad hez back, Zions a lil Me! lol


I got him talkin like me already.... getttin ma Momz and errbody withy... DIS DICK!!!! lol

haha he likes 2 challenge me tho and das wassup lol

he loves to do cartwheels and he loves to eat croissants with cream cheese on it and dry oatmeal!!! HAHA LmAO!


das ma lil doode i kall him Lil Kobe...He wants me 2 teach him how 2 play Basketball and im on da Job. I Love to learn and i Love 2 teach....



tha only games hes beat me in are tha wrestlin games i aint gonna front! lol but otha than that IM DA MAN!!!!!! hahahahaha cutttin no slaccck!


Kids are the JOY of Life!

p.s. its all in red bcuz das his favorite color, unfortunately lol

where im at...

Havent reallI felt the will 2 write on this blog lately, but I do riight no0w.
Ive been writing ryhmes and songs and lyrics lol but not like serious stuff.
Ive been Happy since i got home.


there is this new strategy that I taught myself after i realized that Life has to keep happening regardless of what you want or dont want...

I didnt have a name 4 it until juss now but Ima call it My vulnerABILITY TO hAPPyNESS...

Because every Day Ive waken up & told myself that I wus Going 2 have a great Day. Ive had Good days every day, no bad since... Im like 13 & O. LOL

Ive realized that people feed off my happyness and Joy.

I dont like feeling depressed or sad or weak cuz that lures you to stay that way... and its contagious as well which is y i stay away 4rm it now as well.

When i feel that sad or a sad feeling is approaching me 4 some reazon basketball really is my scapegoat. Im automatically relieved. i KNOW not every1 has something like that 2 juss help them get away but I know that when im well at least 10 other ppl are better off 4 thee day bcuz of my impact.

Im so0 happy o be alive and to have Family.

My sister is sick but I make her smile 25 timez a day... when she gets in her moods its me who gets her right out that FUNK LOL


ion0 but Being happy juss feels better than that other stuff lol, personally...

Im going on day 14 2morrow!!!! I have basketball practice which is a delite aND my friend is coming over for tha 2nd time in 5 days lol shes maddd cooo0L
Cooler than i thought actually...

BUT ye I feel the stress in the back of ma head and in my heart... the fear, and sorrow...

so many people are goin thru stuff and im tryna juss make them happy honestly. Its makes me happy 2 make others happy.

My bestfriend is bak home, life cant get no better...

Ive be3en hoopin like crazy...

My Mom is waking up with smiles on her face instead of tears.

Ill take that 4 as long as possible...


My little cousin Zion is back in my life. I hadnt seen him since he was a 1 yr old baby boy and now hes 8 and im helpin him with his HW lol how crazyyy!
and My wonderful and Beautiful auntie his mother Auntie Tina is bak in my Life and I Love them both soo0 much.


My bestfriends/cousins need 2 get their sh*t 2gether, Dre &LJ but theyll be fine, juss caught up...


Nothing is bad right now.


My sweetheart of a friend Hemeka is going thru some Family issues but I know that her Mom will make it through because God knows wats best 4 every1....

Ima make sure she stays as happy as possible tho bcuz its easier to get down when bad news juss keeps comin, trust me i know...


IM experienced...


I Miss Dr. Winfield. My Other Mom... She has crossed my mind for 3 days str8 now... Crazyy lol




Im alright Mannn... so are my people. we have it alot better than others and it definitely could be worse....


Life is wat it iz and you take the punches and u roll with them because a massage is right around tha corner, 4 me at least LOL.


dis iz where im at tho and where ive been 4 like 2 good weeks now & i dont plan on changn up, Lifes great! Bcuz i can still type those words in lol

Thursday, May 15, 2008

POP OFF SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am me & no One Can be a Better me than Me....

I am a young Black 18 year old Man.
I am a Man of God and I have been my whole entire Life.
Ive never gang banged... Ive never been suspended or expelled from school.
Ive never even gotten myself into a Real fight...

Thats just who I am.


I am 1 of the most caring persons all the people in my Life speak highly of...
I graduated highschool with no problems. I was accepted to all 9 college/universities I applied to.
I am a Lover.
I have people who do not like me and those who may be envious of my success and then there are those who just dont have much reason 4 anything but that's not my business...

Im a student of Life because every situation i put myself in I learn from it wether it turns out good or bad...
I dont dwell on anything because Id rather jus be grateful for what I DO have instead of dwelling on what i have lost in either a friendship or a certain position...


At the end of the Day Im gonna smile regardless... some people dont realize the reason why Im always so0 excited about Life.
Im like that bcuz what surrounds me doesnt allow me 2 smile... So0 I go against whats going on in the streets or in the hospitals and cemetaries and I SMILE.

Im a very happy person and I am very Goal oriented not only 4 me but for my Kids...
My Kids being Lebre, Dominique, Brittnee and Byron...

Byron barely talks 2 his other side of his Family, hates his dad and does shit his way bcuz no1 showed him wat was right, I did. Now he comes home n takes that trash out, works part time and goes to school part & still finds time to rap... he aint jus a "Compton Nigga" no more... he's not unwanted and He fits in because he is who he is and don't gotta front about nothin no more.. We let him be who he wants 2 be. & best believe when somthns goin on he comes 2 his Big bro...

Lebre. Man Lebre I aint even gonna tell all my brothers Buzzness but many don't understand what this Lil Dude has been through from the night we got shot to my Mom adoptin him and him losing his parents... Man Yall don't know how strong this Kid is... You know what he calls himself? Lebre Anthony after his Big Brother. Me. he has confidence and he's more focused on School & Ball Now... he aint bangin no more... And people say he's even a lil cocky now and u know what.. thas better than Lebre walkin around with his head down filled wit sorrow and hopelessness like he used 2 be.

Brittnee. my sweet sister who is the oldest sister but somtimes it seems as tho shes the youngest because of her situation. She's very special. Materialistic n worried about everything and every1 around her but she tries so hard to make sure her Family is ok... She was born early, the size of a stapler, almost died at birth. She has scholiosis, and esphasia, which is a brain disease but she's makin it juss fine. She has the highest grades out of all the badd kidsss and I wonder why? Because she tries her best to do so. she studies and yea she watches her favbortie shows but shes quick to make sure she reads those chapters for school 1st. She tries to find excuses knowing that if she tries her best, she can do anything jusat as well as any1 else... She tried to stay home from school 2day and i said wats wrong? she said my back hurts so ima stay home. I said No your not tha week is almost over, why slack off when ur doing so well? i told her 2 hurry up n put some clothes on and get ready 2 go to school. 20 minutes later she was walking out the door "by brother" on her way to school. I Love ma Britt mama

Lastly but of course not least because I probably have more kids than I know of... LoL

Little me every1 says....

Dominique Davis. A Rebel, like me. She's a piece of work. But shes been through jus as much as tha rest of us... Since Day 1 when he left, he broke her heart. her hate for him has been instilled in her heart 4 a while now... he's forgotten her birthday multple years and it kills her 2 see him. her father. our Father. "yalls Dad" as she would say... Dominique used 2 be shy and quiet, never outgoing and didnt really have an identity. so I introduced her 2 basketball and she got tha hang of it, actually pretty good she was at anearly age... From then on she wanted 2 try new things after being scared most of her Life not wanting to leave Mommy's side... I set Dino free. She is the most outgoing person in tha Family now and shes crazy, loving and she mad helpful but at tha same time she does mess with any1 whos against her family... She loves her Family. She loves me. she always make sure that if Im happy tha Family will be Fine because I am the Father she never had... Im her father/brother... She's not the best student due to her laziness and unwillingness to learn but shes growing up.. Along with her died hair and mood swings she is growing up. She has always gotten into it at all the holiday get togethers with my grandma, and its only bcuz shes so different and shes her own person and thats y i Love her... if she got them grades straight she really could do whatever she wants and im tryna get her 2 see that... Its so0 stressful tho when ur so0 Loving and then when u dont feel loved back, that hurts but dino keeps it in... Xcept when shes around her Mom or Me. every1s always on her from her uncles to her grandmother.... Dinocious will be juss fine tho and ima get her to and through graduation best believe that!


Those are ma Kids...

& the Mother who is the Angel of the Family...

Amy Davis. I could go on and on and on forever because thats how amazing she is to sooo many. Everyone really realizes how much of a blessed individual my Mom is. she pushes all of us to the limit. She has the Biggest heart in the world. She has 3 different disease and she still finds time 2 be the best Mom in the world... we alll have her back... She's probably been through the most and this iz true.... My Mom is the reason Im go0ing to make it. She is my everything case closed. I can go on 4ever man...



Now if anyone is wondering why Im always buzy, its bcuz of them and thats more important than anything else in the world to me....

I am a student, an athlete, a brother/father, a friend, a christian Man, and I am a hard worker...


every1 goes through their own things and has there share of problems... I dont call these things problemss....
I call them blessings because they teach us the importance of thins like family and freinds...


I aint never been the type 2 beg for no friendship and i aint never been the type to hurt any1... I make mistakes. People make mistakes. I learn from it and i keep pushin.. people enter and exit our lives everyday... Im not gonna dwell jus bcuz u may not like me or u may want this or that...

If we cool we cool. if u dont like me, im still cool with who u are as long as u havent caused me any harm bcuz das who i am..

Im not conceited or cocky...Im not negative or rude.. Im not disrespectful... Ive made alotta mistakes and Im not a Loser.. im not a half ass dude..

I have goals. I have aspirations and my goals and aspirations believe it or not include more than myself..

For those who really really know me, they know all of this already and if u didnt u know now and believe it or not... nothing will make or break me. Trust me... Lol

I Love Life and the people in my life...

I am Paul Davis.
Like no other....



Holla bakkk ~!!!! baby!!! Pop off Son!!! YaskadaMeanie!!! Lol

Get at Me!

Live it and Love It! No time 4 sad faces so00 SMILE....

Sunday, May 11, 2008

The Man.

(deeep breath) Hhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sittin' here thinkin' about when everybody would go partyin' on da weekends, week days although they had work in da A.M.

I remember when every1 had they little relationship and after they didnt work every1 jus exchanged boyfriends and girlfriends and "kept it in tha crew"

The limos, the Bud, the Parties, the BIG sleepovers, the Sex, The Vision i still have for some odD Reason...


The Change...

Seems like I was just a Kid while all dat was goin on, I was. I wasnt tha same kid that went 2 sleep at 9 p.m. after watchn cartoons and eating dinner and taking a bath...

I didnt sleep, I waited 4 Momz 2 come home from tha parties, I waited 2 see that Uncle and Aunt do wat they did on those certain nights...

I observed wat went on around me and I learned about things real quick...


I grew up watching and taking in the message of each situation, the right, the wrong.

I studied people, actions, reactions and the events that held all of thosee...

Didnt know wat stress was or death, or even drugs and all dat jazz... i didnt know what it was...

I learned quick...


Now it seems like after everything has gone on over the years... people have left, new people have come in and things have changed in Big ways...



No more partyin', still smokin' but not even as much... No late LATE nights, still some sleepless nights 4 me due 2 these thoughts that stay in ma head...


I grew... I watched people kill themselves. Ive watched people grow, like My Momz. Ive watched people succeed and fail... Ive watched people give in... Ive watched people keep goin.. I met God. he took me under his wing...



Things aint tha same....


This is why u gotta partake in things like COLLEGE, WORK, SPORTS, NEW PLACES/TRAVEL...

there aint nothing where we at... thing shave changed and things have gotten worse, some things have changed 4 the better...

People change and they become influenced, or they want 2 try someTHIN new & get caught....



Ive changed, for the better...
Ive Grown, 2 be Me.
Ive become, a Man...

No drinkin' , no smokin' , no gangs, No negativity, No influence, No fall backs, No givin up, no loss of focus....

Im still growin' and its hard 2 grow around shit that u really dont wanna see... sometimes i wanna cry because this shit jus aint right...


them same Uncles doin this now..
them aunts aint nowhere 2 be found...
My Mom has a disease now...
She cant even work...


But Im here. for a reason? Im here. 2 be The Man.
aint No father runninj in n out of tha house... aint no step Dad aint No otha NIGGA handlin his Business in this family...

Papa did handle his business, but papas gone 2 heaven...

Im here. for a reason? Im here. Im doing well.
I got more sense than tha niggas thas supposed 2 have more sense... Im focused and I have goals and I have God in my heart. I have ma stuff 2gether...

Itsalmost as if Its contagious 2 be a lazy unsuccessful nigga in this Family wit No responsibility and this is comin straight from ma heart and its makin me wanna cry cuz Imtha only 1. That shit aint special 2 me, its sad cuz im sposd 2 have som1 to look up2 also... what if i have a question or a concern Man...


My Little brothers are gonna be successful too, i can promise u that and we gettin tha fu*k out of this peice of sh*t part of this world... Im tired of being Ok 1 day then Bad anotha day then Iono on otha days....


Im The Man. Ive been the Man. I really gotta Be The Man now.

Friday, May 9, 2008

brothers...

Sisters....
Whats the definition of Family?
If you dont know take a LOOK.




A Beautifulllll MOTHER...
Blood is thicker than water, juice, sweat and all dat otha stuff....

God First. Family Second. Me Last.



DINO & PINO


">Writing On tha wall.


Whatever school i decide 2 go to Next im gettiing a 4.0 & Im averaging 20 and 10, No Bull...



I am planning on getting about 20 more tattoos.


Roses are RED...
Violets are Blue...
I WORK HARD.
WHAT dO YOU DO???


mY mOM hAS HAD HEART DISEASE GOING ON 3 YEARS NOW...




"MONEY IS MANDATORY"- QUOTE FOR THA SUMMER....



lOVE, lUST ORiNFATUATION ???



WHEN YOU lOVE SOME1 DO YOU REALLY FOLLOW UR HEART?
OR MIND?
GUT?

WHICH 1?

WHO KNOWZ!


BASKETBALL IS THE KEY OUT OF HELL...




Putting all in Faith in the Lord is the key into Heaven.



Im hungrY & Im soRe.



hornets are up in tha series 2-1


If you kan read this you must be really reading because ma blind ass cant read it and i just wrote it! LOL



This is ma new wall of anything that crosses my mind. Ill just add my feelings wenever i feel tha need to.



*I Miss My Mom... P.S. every1 make sure u show appreciation 2 your Mothers this entire weekend... They deserve 2 be treated with respect at all times and this weekend should be the Most important weekends of their Lives because this iz when they are Noticed 4 all they DO. & they DO a whole lot for us...
I know My Mom does alot for me... and ma Grandma.

I Love aYou naNa & I Love You Amy Davis...

Yall ma Ribs.
Double P.S.
Get up out tha Hospital Momz I got you a Gift & i hope u like it, i wanted 2 get somthn other than a card this year since we all growiin upp n stufff.... I actuallly spent some Money 2 but you are worth more than all the Money in the world...

and although ur resting in the bed, in the hospital rii now, im thinkn about u and I know u thinkn bout me too MomBo!

Stay up Lady!

Friday, May 9th, 2008...


FRiday May 15, 2008...
wRITINGS ON DA wAll.....


iM ACTUALLY iN lOVE.....
HoRnets up 3-2 in counting....







iMA START WRITING AND RAPPING AND SINGING.....iM SERIOUS.





i TOOK A WHOLE WEEK OFF FROM basketball & STARTING SATURDAY mY HEAVY WORKOUT SCHEDULE WIll BEGIN..... i CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!

bASKETBALL IS LIFE UNTIL THERE IZ NO MORE....




MOMZ IS BACK HOME! iVE BEEN SERVING HER AND TAKING CARE OF THE HOUSE, THA KIDS AND EVERYTHING!!!

ANYTHING 4 MY fAMILY YO'...




THATS JUS HOW IM FEELIN 2DAY....



Big Dreams.

I have written in a while and i dont know if I've been too busy or if my thoughts were'nt ready to come out yet. I do know that I feel like writing right now. I have alot on my mind and there is so much going on that needs to be written down in some type of way, so I am going to do what I do Best.

Write what I feel...






So im home. I left HU the otha day on May 7th at Noon and got to Vegas at 220 after the most horriffic flight I have ever experienced. My head began to spin, my stomach ached and I was really about to throw up. I broke out in a mean sweat after sleeping the whole entire 5 hours on the plane in big ass black hoody on, like an idiot. This nice lady sitting next to me helped me make it through that last 20 minutes of landing. It felt like we were never going to land. So im off the plane sickly as hell and I go get some vanilla icecream LOL and a Large sprite. I sat down, 5 minutes later i got up 2 refill my sprite then i ended up getting a slice of Pizza from Sbarro's and I completely did not eat that nasty junk!


The next flight was from Vegas to California, my favorite. It lasted 50 minutes and I survived that as well LOL.The main Point is IM HOME!!!

Enough of the small talk.


Man, im home and everything seems the same az when I left. I gueSs this is what everyone says, yOU GO AWAY FROM COLLEGE AND WHEN YOU get back you see every1 doin da same Sh*T.
Das so0 wakk 2 me Man...

I got home and ate 3 bowls of ma momz beef stew! Then i had vanilla icecream...

woke up tha next morning and ya Boi had a basketball workout and then went 2 an open gym after that...

Is it surprising that im back and im handling business already???

AnyWHO!

On a more serious Tip...

Sometimes you are so anxious to get somethIn that you don't realize why u left... and then you also realize why u have 2 come back...

I got home and tha 1st thing i was told was to stay out the streets bcuz Nig$as actin up, tha usual... Police are getting crazy and messing with random people, Gangs tryna act harder and the ghetto is Getting "GhettoER"

so what do I do?

I keep doing what Im doing... Im stayin away from all that Im working at UCLA, Im Hoopin and Im relaxxin with ma family because das what im here for...

MY MOM, strong, amazing, "a trooper", warrior, Angel, Aperfect Mom, soldia!, fighter, all of the aBOVE...

im still trying to figure out why she has 2 go through all of this man....

Hospital after hospital, procedures, appointments, shots, medication...
She aint even 40 yet!

My Mom is the #1 reason 4 everything i do.
and das why i do right. By others, by myself and by backing up wat i say...

I don't smoke, dont want 2 and dont need to 2 be me or 2 feel "some kinna way"
Man, I dont drink bcuz its a waste of time and My health is important so i can be here 2 take care of my Family.

No Drugs. No Gangs. No gettIn caught up and No B.S. because im grown Now Mayne...I am the example and i will continue 2 set the Right Examples...

My purpose is to make sure ma brothers n sisters go 2 college and to make sure they stay away 4rm the dumb stuff that distracts all of the people who feel they jus have 2 be doing something...


Im Good at standing out by myself. Dont need no1 but God because he runs my Life.


All im sayin is Im back home and my Mom is back in the hospital so there4 im taking care of the Family which is the main reason Im home 4 good as of now...
Ima get a 4.0 NEXT YEAR AND iM hoopin!
IM GOING LEAGUE AND IMA MAKE SURE MY MOM HAS THE BEST DOCTORS AND MEDICATIONS.

i HAVE bIG dREAMS FOR MY fAMILY. nOT JUS ME... tHERE IS SO MUCH TO DO AND iM ON IT NOW...

i lOVE yOU mOM, STAY STRONG AND KEEP ON KEEPIN ON.

wE ALMOST OUT DIS bIT%*, BELIEVE you ME. iMA MAKE IT FOR EVERY1 ELSE AND IMA SHOW THEM THAT WE AINT GOTTA STAY IN THIS PEICE OF SHIT PART OF DA wORlD...



cAN EVERYONE JUST STOP DOING sHIT tHAT AINt HELPIN uS pROGRSs???

tRY 2 lIVE rIGHT A lIL pLEASE AND lETS gET OUR sHIT 2GETHRER WHETHER yOU nEED 2 SEt GOAlS FoR YOURswELF AND QUiT sMoKIN OR DRINkIN OR bOTH...

i CHALLENGE EVERY1 TO SACFRIFICE AND gIVE UP 1 HAQBIT THAT AINT HELPIN THEM IN ANY FORM, SHAPE OR WAY AND SEE IF uR lIFE CHANgES EVEn A lIL BIT...

Monday, May 5, 2008

Closure...... For Now

Monday Baby Bop Left Me.

Ma last Day 2 physically Love. To Laugh. To GO HARD! wit Baby Bop!

Las Day 4 her 2 Rub Ma Head...
Give me a massage...

DJ Left on saturday..
my partner in crime..
tha otha half og tha Dynamic Duo!


I Love You baby Bop.
I Love You too ma Nigga Lano!


Cant wait 2 see You in the summer Arielle Gaines...

You are the Perfect verse 2 a Perfect Note...



Thank You 4 everything you have done 4 me this semester and i prolly wouldve died or gone Crazy! without you..

Make sure we keep in touch and make sure you use everything i taught u from people, to workhabits and 2 eating habits...

all dat shit i told u is fareal So0 make shure u use wat Ive spread 2 u.

Ima use everything U have taught me as well with ur kindheartedness and ur dedication 2 me and our relationship...

I will never forget wat we have had these past couple of months and I say to you that I Love You...

Best Wishes wit school and softball and Ur growth as a Beautiful Young Woman.

Your amazing and I was lucky 2 be da 1 u took that chance on ..


Dont ever think i didnt care bcuz tha timez when u thought i didnt care most, I cared MORE!

U are My Lover, My Friend, My Baby Bop, My Push & Ma WILL 2 go further and 2 be ME!

Stay Up Like a Lay Up!


Sincerely,

Paul "Diddy Bop" Davis

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I enjoy being Blessed. I enjoy being me.

I have noticed some things this year.

People pay attention 2 everything you do when you usually do the right thingz.
They wanna wait til u do Bad.

There are so0 many people who will be your friend while your on top.
They wont be there when you fall.

When you have succeeded. They want tha same.
& when you Fail. You are the Blame.

Who made people this way???


I noticed a lot of little things...

Why would som1 want 2 see you fail? or lose? or be in pain?
what kind of person leaves u hangin???


Im glad im a Real person. Im just glad 2 be Me.

Some people dont understANd that...
2 accomplish somethin' in life, all u need is a Dream.
U gota Dream now u need hope.
wit hope u can apply urself...
try new things
take chances
be yourself...
and Xpect what im about 2 talk about as ur journey continues and u make a name 4 urself...


Being Paul Davis.

2day at tha courts i played 2 games of 2 on 2.
ma team lost tha 1st game and da 2nd we didnt finish...

a 5 on5 game begins and its good.
im playing very well and im hooping afta being so0 excited about the workouts i have scheduled with schools 4 when i get home.

So0 we are playing and the game gets intense like every game does when im on tha court and there are people on the sidelines baselines and 4rm windows n all...


everyones cheerin on and then i began 2 realize that they wanted ma team 2 lose.
the hype they gave tha players i went against was unbelievably amazing to me.
I payed it no mind on the court and i continued 2 play well as they expected me 2 give in and get frustrated....

i did not get frustrated and i stayed in my mode.
my team lost...
but once again those ppl made me a better Paul Davvis on the court...

My mental strength provided me with a comfort in ma game that i never really experienced fully until 2day...


Also...
I was at a friends house and some yung ladies were speaking about me in terms of girls i talk or have talkd to...
they said i talk 2 dumb girls...
i said wat do u mean dumb?
they said the girls u talk 2...

i said i have agirlfriend and shes on the deans list so0 wat does that say?

they ignored me

i got over it asap and i thought, "wow is there job 2 hate on me bcuz i dnt talk2 them?"


Yea thats wat it is when u are who u are... jus a nice dude tryna continue 2 do nice things with his life...


these are small but there have been bigger things that result in me becoming a better person so0 that i dnt end up like the next hater or jealous type or evil or spiteful person bcuz thats not me and that will never be Paul davis....



and u know this Mannnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God is so0 Good to Me!!!

Man...

He iz so0 Amamzing to me.

There are times when i just feel like , if anything gets worse I might jus fall apart BUT then he comes in and turns ma world upSIDE down & around & around 1 Mo Gain!!! lol


I Love my sAVioR Lord Jesus Christ.

He works in Mysterious ways but I Love It!

Everything is not always gonna go how i want it & i kno that but when Bad comes my way i dnt even trip bcuz it wont stay Bad...

Blessings are flowing my way and my purpose is continuosly being fulfilled and i know this bcuz God told me so0...

My Hard Work is paying off.
Im focused and Im sure that whatever is going on now is preparing me for my future...


All of this opportunity and Success ahead of me jus makes me wanna smile because im know that anything is possible and i kno that i can do anything and I can make any Team and i can work 4 everything i want bcuz das wat Ive been doin.. das y I have all that i have.

all i need is the strength of Jesus Christ 2 take me where im going.


God iz so0 Good to me!!!

Im a Happy dude 2day...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

REAL LIFE


What Ever Happened 2 Non Violence???
Nothing at all.....


The Homicide Report
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El Monte woman shot to death
El Monte: Elaine Garza, 41, a Latina woman, was shot and killed in the 12000 block of Valley Boulevard about 2:26 p.m. Tuesday, April 22. According Deputy Luis Castro, officers from the El Monte Police Department responded to a call of a gunshot victim at the Five Points Plaza parking lot and found Garza with multiple wounds. She was taken to a local hospital, where she was pronounced dead. Witnesses told officers that the suspected shooter ran into the nearby motel. He was later detained as a "person of interest" by police officers. Authorities said he possessed a gun of the same calibre as the bullet casings found at the crime scene.
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Pedestrian shot in East Los Angeles
East Los Angeles: Marco Corona, a 31-year-old Latino man, was shot and killed in the 3800 block of Hammel Street about 10:56 p.m. Tuesday. According to Deputy Denise Fuchs of the L.A. County Sheriff's Department, Corona was walking westbound on Hammel Street when a person believed to be a Latino gang member shot him. Corona was pronounced dead at the scene by paramedics.
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East Los Angeles shooting
East Los Angeles: Carl Serda, 23, a young Latino man, was shot in the 1400 block of South Downey Road about 10:08 p.m., Saturday, April 19. According to Deputy Byron Ward of the L.A. County Sheriff's Department, Serda was at a party when he got into an argument with another Latino man who pulled out a handgun and allegedly shot Serda. Serda was taken to a local hospital, where he was pronounced dead at 11:07 p.m.
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Winnetka homicide
Winnetka: Mazei Tehrani, 29, was killed in what police allege was a deliberate hit and run in the 700 block of Delco Avenue in Winnetka about 1 a.m. Sunday, April 20. Tehrani was taken to a local hospital, where he was pronounced dead at 1:51 a.m.
Los Angeles police gave this account of events: An argument at a house party escalated into a fight in the street. Police said Marquis DeJon Jiles, 25, a Northridge resident, got into his friend's 2006 Toyota Scion and drove away. Jiles then made a U-turn and allegedly ran over a group of people who were standing in the street before crashing into a tree in a neighbor's front yard. According to witnesses, Jiles then got out of the car and ran off but was later apprehended a short distance away and arrested on suspicion of murder.
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El Monte homicide
El Monte: A Latino man was shot in the 10000 block of Garvey Avenue in El Monte about 12:20 a.m. Tuesday, April 22. According to Denise Fuchs of the Los Angeles Sheriff's Department, officers from the El Monte Police Department responded to a call of a man down. Upon arrival, officers found the man suffering from stab wounds. He was taken to a local hospital, where he was pronounced dead.
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Long Beach homicide
Long Beach: Galuvaea Kane, a 31-year-old Samoan man, was shot and killed in the 3500 block of Santa Fe Ave. According to spokeswoman Jackie Bezart, officers from the Long Beach Police Department responded to a call of shots fired and found Kane wounded. He was taken by ambulance to a local hospital, where he was pronounced dead at 1:07 a.m. Police said a Samoan man was seen leaving the scene on foot. Anyone with information can call homicide Dets. Hugo Cortez or Daniel Mendoza at (562) 570-7244.
Update: Porotesano Gaoa, a 42-year-old Samoan, has been arrested on suspicion of murder, according to police. Gaoa is a resident of Long Beach. Authorities said the two men knew each other, but what their relationship was is still unknown. The motive for the shooting is also unknown, police said.
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Compton: Double homicide
Compton: David Gallegos, 32 and Rigoberto Vega, 23, both Latino men were killed in a drive-by shooting in the 600 block of North Alameda Street Sunday, April 20. According to the L.A. County Sheriff's Department, deputies from the Sheriff's Compton Station responded to a radio call of shots fired. Upon arrival, deputies found two men with gunshot wounds. One of the men, authorities said, was in a wheelchair. According to Lt. Dan Rosenberg, the two men were heading down the sidewalk when a car stopped, and some men got out and began shooting at them. After the shooting, deputies found a silver Ford Mustang in the 2000 block of 127th Street that witnesses say was used in the shooting. Investigators began serving search warrants in the neighborhood and Andrew Lemus, 19, of Compton turned himself in to investigators later that Sunday. He was arrested on suspicion of murder, authorities said. Los Angeles Times story. Above, left, family members wait for detectives as they investigate the shooting.
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Compton homicide
Compton: Andre Johnson was fatally shot in the 200 block of West Alondra Boulevard about 2:07 a.m. Saturday, April 19. According to the L.A. County Sheriff's Department, Johnson was pronounced dead at the scene. According to a coroner's report, Johnson's time of death was listed as 2:16 a.m. Dets. Brown and Espino from the sheriff's homicide bureau are investigating the shooting.
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Torrance: officer-involved shooting
Torrance: Richard Dale, a 54-year-old white man, was killed in an officer-involved shooting Saturday, April 19. According to Torrance Police spokesman Dave Crespin, officers responded to a complaint of loud music in the 2200 block of Torrance Boulevard at 12: 45 a.m., but when they arrived the music had been turned off. A few minutes later, officers responded to a second complaint of loud music. According to Crespin, officers were making their way to an upstairs apartment when they were confronted by Dale, who allegedly pointed a hangun at them. Shots were fired and Dale was killed. According to a coroner's report, Dale was shot multiple times in the chest. His time of death was listed as 1:52 a.m. by paramedics with the Torrance Fire Department. A handgun was recovered at the scene, police said. Police also recovered "numerous weapons and ammunition" inside Dale's home.
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Hollywood homicide
Hollywood: Heriberto Osorio, 19, a Latino man and a friend were shot in a drive-by shooting after leaving a party in the 500 block North Oxford Avenue in Hollywood shortly after midnight Sunday, April 20. LAPD spokesman Jason Lee said Jordy Ochoa, 19, Aaron Smith, 19, and Sharlette Mejia, 21, were later arrested on suspicion of murder. Lee said Ochoa's bail has been set at $2 million. He said Ochoa is the alleged gunman. Smith and Mejia's bail has been set at $1 million each.
According to Lee, Osorio and his friend were at a quinceanera celebration when they got into an argument with Ochoa and his friends. As Osorio and his friend were leaving the party, Ochoa allegedly shot the two men from a car, Lee said. Officers from LAPD's Hollywood Division arrived at the house and found the men with gunshot wounds. Osorio was taken to a local hospital, where he was pronounced dead. His friend was also hospitalized but was later released.
Update: The name of the third suspect involved in the shooting is not Charlotte, but Sharlette, according to a police press release.
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Van Nuys murder-suicide
Van Nuys: A 51-year-old white man and 62-year-old white woman were found dead inside their home at 9:30 a.m. Friday, April 18. According to Police spokeswoman Kate Lopez, officers from LAPD's Van Nuys Division responded to a welfare check in the 13400 block of Cumpston Street in Van Nuys. Upon arrival, officers found the couple dead of gunshot wounds. Lopez said they were married. "It appears the husband may have shot his wife then himself," she said.
Update: The L.A. County Department of Coroner has identified the 62-year-old woman as Judy Sobel. According to the coroner's report, Sobel died from multiple gunshot wounds to the head. Her time of death is listed as 10:03 a.m.
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Cab driver shot to death in Boyle Heights
Boyle Heights: Andres Delamadrid, 37, a Latino man, was shot in the chest while driving his taxicab in at 3453 Gleason Ave. in Boyle Heights about 8:15 p.m. Friday, April 18. According to police, Delamadrid's cab crashed into a parked vehicle after shots were fired. Officers from LAPD's Hollenbeck Division later found Delamadrid inside his taxi. He was taken by ambulance to County-USC Medical Center, where he was pronounced dead at 10:48 p.m. Police said Delamadrid was on his way to pick up a passenger in the 200 block of North Chicago Street. It was unknown whether Delamadrid may have been shot during a robbery attempt, authorities said.
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Youth shot and killed in North Hollywood
North Hollywood: Victor Fajardo, a 15-year-old Latino youth, was shot in the 7000 block of Ethel Avenue near Madison Middle School about 7:15 p.m. Friday, April 18. According to police, Fajardo was approached by two Latino men as he walked on the sidewalk. One of the men pulled out a handgun and fired at Fajardo, authorities said. He was taken by ambulance to Holy Cross Medical Center, where he was pronounced dead at 7:48 p.m. Police said the two men fled in a 2000 or 2004 black Ford Mustang.
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Security guard fatally shot near Arlington Heights
Arlington Heights: Hernan Cardona, a 60-year-old Latino man, was shot and killed outside an auto parts store about 10 p.m. Friday, April 18. Police said Cardona worked as a security guard at the Auto Zone at 1905 S. Western Ave. and exchanged gunfire with two black men wearing dark hooded sweatshirts. Then, according to Cardona's son, Wilfredo Cardona, 34, his father attempted to help a wounded bystander. As he was checking on the man, the two gunmen shot Hernan Cardona three times from behind. He was struck in the head at least once, his son said. The motive for the shooting is still unknown, police said.
Hernan's sister Miriam Cardona, 39, said her brother was from El Salvador. He was a father of seven and grandfather of five, she said. According to family, Hernan like to stay fit by lifting weights. He liked being outdoors and was fond of beef jerky and dry fish. His sister said they had planned on returning to El Salvador in November. Wilfredo said he last saw his dad on Monday. He said they both had lunch together. "I lost my dad and best friend," said Wilfredo. "He was valuable to me."
Anyone with information about the shooting can call Wilshire Homicide Detectives Kurt Wong and Javier Hernandez at (213) 473-0446
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Compton shooting
Compton: A black man was shot and killed in the 900 block of South Essey Avenue in Compton about 5:08 p.m. Thursday, April 17. According to the L.A. County Sheriff's Department, the man was taken by ambulance to a local hospital, where he died.
Update: The L.A. County Department of Coroner has identified the man as Dejuan Andino, 28. According to Chief Coroner Investigator and Chief of Operations Craig Harvey, Andino was taken to St. Francis Medical Center, where he was pronounced dead at 5:47 p.m. Thursday, April 17. Harvey said Andino was standing on the sidewalk in the 900 block of South Essey Avenue when he was shot multiple times by a gunman.
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Homicide map
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South Los Angeles: Man shot inside home
South Los Angeles: Nye Daniels, a 22-year-old black man, was shot multiple times inside his home in the 9900 block of South Graham Avenue about 4:10 a.m. Wednesday, April 16. A friend of Daniels' was also in the house but was not injured in the shooting, authorities said. According to police, a suspect or suspects forced entry through the front door, walked to a back bedroom and fired multiple rounds, police said. Daniels was hit and left mortally wounded. The shooter or shooters then fled the scene, but it was unknown whether by foot or in a car. Daniels was taken to a local hospital where he was pronounced dead, authorities said. Daniels was a documented Grape Street gang member, said police spokesman Richard French of LAPD's media relations office. Anyone with information is asked to call South Bureau Detective Sal LaBarbera at (213) 485-4341.
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Mar Vista homicide
Mar Vista: A Latino man was shot and killed at 4506 S. Slauson Ave. near the Mar Vista area at about 12:45 a.m. Tuesday, April 15. According to Los Angeles police spokeswoman Ana Aguirre, the man was shot while riding his bicycle. She said a dark Ford SUV drove next to the man and then someone from inside the vehicle shot him. The man was transported to a local hospital, where he was pronounced dead, Aguirre said.
Update: Police have identified the Latino man as Vidal Jose Ventura-Jimenez, 24.
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East L.A. shootings
East L.A.: Brian Maciel, 18, a young Latino man was mortally wounded after being shot at the intersection of North Brannick Avenue and Floral Drive in City Terrace about 8:32 p.m. Monday, April 14. According to Deputy Denise Fuchs of the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department, the man was taken by ambulance to a local hospital, where he was pronounced dead at 9:10 p.m.
About an hour later, Jose Varela, a 40-year-old Latino man, was fatally shot in the chest at 1124 S. McBride Ave near the Long Beach Freeway. Fuchs said the man was pronounced dead at the scene at 10:04 p.m. Authorities said the shootings were not related.
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Victims, April 7 - 13
The following posts represent the victims of homicide in Los Angeles County for the period of April 7-13, 2008.
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Jack Edward Hicks, 35
Jack Edward Hicks, a 35-year-old white man, was found shot to death inside a home in the 5200 block of Cogswell Road in El Monte about 11:50 p.m. Saturday, April 12. According to Deputy Ed Hernandez of the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department, officers from the El Monte Police Department responded to a radio call about a gunshot victim found inside a home. Upon arrival, officers were told by a witness that Hicks was laying inside with a gunshot wound. He was later pronounced dead at the scene by paramedics at 12:09 a.m. Sunday.
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Esteban Caraveo, 36
Esteban Caraveo, a 36-year-old Latino man, was fatally shot at 4516 Long Beach Ave. in South Los Angeles about 2:25 a.m. Sunday, April 13. According to Police Lt. Cheryl Cronin of LAPD's Newton Division, Caraveo was standing on the sidewalk when he was shot. A second man was also shot and was taken by ambulance to a local hospital, where he is recovering. The motive for the shooting is still unknown, said Cronin. She said the relationship between the Caraveo and the other man was also unknown. The shooting occurred near the MTA's Blue Line Vernon station and a popular swapmeet in the area. Below, to the right, is a memorial shrine for Caraveo. His nickname "Spooky" was engraved on the sidewalk. One neighbor said she was out of town when the shooting happened. Another did not even know a homicide had taken place.
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Lancaster homicide
Lancaster: A white man was killed in the 1600 block of West Avenue J in Lancaster about 3:15 p.m. Tuesday, April 8. Sheriff's homicide detectives are investigating. HR is seeking more information.
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Fernando Cortez, 21
Fernando Cortez, 21, a young Latino man, was killed in a deputy-involved shooting in the 1500 block of East 92nd Street in Florence about 5:55 p.m. Saturday, April 12. According to Deputy Oscar Butao of the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department, gang enforcement deputies from the Sheriff's Century Station were at a stop light across from the Ranchito Market when they were approached by someone who said that a man inside the store was armed with a gun. The deputies later detained Cortez and were searching him when he allegedly pulled a handgun out of his pocket. Butao said the deputies reported they feared for their lives, and fired several shots at Cortez. He was pronounced dead at the scene by paramedics at 6:05 p.m.
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Juan Ruiz, 23
Juan Ruiz, 23, a Latino man was shot in the head in the intersection of Florence Avenue and Beach Street in Florence about 2:44 a.m. Saturday, April 12. Ruiz was pronounced dead on the sidewalk by paramedics, according to authorities. Sheriff's Homicide Det. Frank Laserno said Ruiz was a documented gang member and that the motive for the shooting was still unknown.
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Jonathan Taylor, 24
Jonathan Taylor, 24, a black man, was killed during a gun battle with police officers from the El Segundo Police Department about 10:15 p.m. in El Segundo Friday, April 11. The officer-involved shooting occurred at the Pacific Beach Cities 16 Cinemas, 831 S. Nash St. in El Segundo. According to the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department, two El Segundo police officers at the theater were called in after Taylor argued with employees. The officers detained Taylor and began to search him. During the search, Taylor allegedly pulled out a handgun and began shooting. Both officers were struck by gunfire but were able to shoot back, authorities said. Taylor was pronounced dead at the scene by paramedics. Both officers were taken by ambulance to UCLA Harbor-Medical Center. Authorities would not release any further information about the shooting or the officers.
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Samantha Padilla, 19
Samantha Padilla, 19, a Latina woman, was mortally wounded on the 110 Freeway offramp in South L.A. about 12:15 a.m. Thursday, April 10. According to police, Padilla had exited the northbound Harbor Freeway and was at a stop light when a brown Ford Bronco, 1990 or 1991 model, pulled alongside her car. The occupant of the Bronco fired several rounds at Padilla's car, hitting her several times. Officers from the LAPD's Newton Division responded to a radio call of shots fired and found Padilla wounded but alive. She was taken by ambulance to California hospital, where she was pronounced dead at 12:46 p.m. Los Angeles Times story.
Update: Police have arrested Jessica Ortega, 30, a Latina woman, on suspicion of murder. Police said Ortega is a resident from the Ramona Gardens housing project in Boyle Heights. Authorities said Padilla is an alleged gang member with the Playboys street gang. Authorities claimed the motive for the shooting was to further her gang's activities. Read L.A. Times story for more on Ortega.
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Donald Demond Hoskins, 31
Donald Demond Hoskins, a 31-year-old black man, was mortally wounded and another man was critically injured after they were shot outside a burger stand at 953 W. Florence Ave. in South-Central L.A. about 1 a.m. Tuesday, April 8. According to police, the men were approached by one or more suspects on foot. Authorities said both men were taken by ambulance to local hospitals. Hoskins was later pronounced dead at California Hospital, according to LAPD spokeswoman Ana Aguirre. Times story
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Alexous Ann Sandoval, 17
Alexous Ann Sandoval and Daisy Orozco, two 17-year-old Latino girls, were killed in a taxicab crash at the intersection of Medford Street and Fishburn Avenue in City Terrace about 12:40 a.m. on Tuesday, April 8. According to police, the two girls had flagged the taxicab at 12:30 a.m. near Wabash Avenue and North Soto Street in Boyle Heights. The cab driver, Javier Hernandez, 40, a Latino man, told police that the girls asked to be taken to the Ramona Gardens housing project. As they approached the complex, Hernandez said one of the girls told him to wait, because her boyfriend was going to pay for the fare. Shortly after, a Latino man armed with a handgun approached the taxicab. Police said Hernandez panicked and sped off with the girls still inside. The two teens told Hernandez to stop, but when he didn't one of the girls allegedly attacked Hernandez, causing him to lose control and crash into a concrete barrier, authorities said. The girls were declared dead at the scene. More on the crash in the Los Angeles Time story.
Police later arrested Hector Jasso, 20 and Daniel Salvador Martinez, 21, both Latino men, on suspicion of murder.
Police believe the two teenage girls allegedly conspired with the men in an attempted taxicab robbery and carjacking. Their deaths are included in the Report because under the so-called "felony murder rule," which classifies deaths that occur in the cour of felonies as homicides.
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Daisy Orozco, 17
Daisy Orozco, a 17-year-old Latina girl, is the second victim of the homicide listed above.
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Jovani Quintero, 26
Jovani Quintero, a 26-year-old Latino man, was killed near the Duray Courts Apartments Place at 2828 Duray Place in the West Adams area. His time of death is listed as 11:27 a.m. Tuesday, April 8, according to a coroner's report; he was shot in the head. The homicide is being investigated by detectives from LAPD's Southwest Division. Graffiti has been sprayed along wooden fences, garage doors and the street, all in memory of Jovani. A neighbor said he heard the gunfire but did not know who had been shot. Another said she was out of town when it happened. A resident at the Duray Courts Apartment Place said he had not heard about the shooting. To the right, graffiti on a garage door with his nickname, "Geo."
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Leonel Cervantes, 20
Leonel Cervantes, 20, a young Latino man, was stabbed in the 2700 block of Delta Avenue in Rosemead about 7:30 p.m. Monday, April 7. According to the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department, Cervantes was approached by a Latino man and a Latina woman as he was walking. Cervantes was then stabbed after an argument broke between him and the couple. He was taken by ambulance to a local hospital, where he was pronounced dead the next day 1:25 a.m.
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Jose Palomino, 25
Jose Palomino, 25, a Latino man, was shot multiple times in the 500 block of S. Lorena Street in Boyle Heights at about 7:52 p.m. Monday, April 7. Palomino was transported to County-USC Medical Center, where he was pronounced dead, said Los Angeles police spokeswoman Ana Aguirre. According to a coroner's report his time of death is listed as 8:21 p.m.
(You have reached the end of the weekly listing of homicide victims in Los Angeles County, April 7-13, 2008.)
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Victims, April 1-7
The following posts represent the victims of homicide in Los Angeles County for the period of April 1-7, 2008.
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Hans Berry Hollie, 26
Hans Berry Hollie, a 26-year-old black man, was shot in the upper torso and head at 1240 E. Avenue S in Palmdale at about 1:40 a.m. Monday, April 7. According to the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department, Hollie was declared dead at the scene by paramedics.
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At least four murders break moratorium in L.A. County
Watts: Christopher Tobias, a 38-year-old black man, was shot and killed in the 2000 block of 105th St. in Watts at about noon Saturday, April 5. Police said Tobias was taken by ambulance to a local hospital, where he was pronounced dead at 12:48 p.m.
South-Central: Shortly after, Gary Walker, a 31-year-old black man, was shot multiple times as he stood in an alley near a parking lot of an apartment building at 1420 W. 38th St. in South-Central L.A. He was also taken by ambulance to a local hospital, where he was pronounced dead at 1:26 p.m.




Monterey Park: At about 1:19 p.m. Sunday, April 6, two Latino men were shot in Monterey Park. Paramedics pronounced Alfred Chavez, a 23-year-old Latino man, dead at the scene at 2:08 a.m. According to L.A. County Sheriff's Department, the second man was hospitalized and is recovering.




North Hollywood: Hours after Chavez's death, Dennis Runner, 23, a white man, was shot multiple times in the head at about 9:30 p.m. at the intersection of Lankershim Boulevard and Sherman Way in North Hollywood. According to police spokesperson Ana Aguirre, the suspect, described as a Latino man, fled in a burgundy four-door Scion. Police said Dennis was sitting inside a vehicle parked in front of a liquor store when he was shot. He was transported to Providence Holy Cross Medical Center, said Aguirre. Runner was pronounced dead at 10:05 p.m.



The coroner also reported the death of Rodney Curry, a 38-year-old black man mortally wounded in a shooting, at 3:01 p.m. Saturday, April 5. But investigators had no information about the date and time of the shooting.
The shootings occurred during a 40-hour symbolic "murder moratorium" called for by civil rights activists to mark the 40th anniversary of the assassination of the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr. The moratorium to promote peace, justice and nonviolence had started at 6:01 p.m. Friday, 40 years to the minute after King was assassinated in Memphis. The moratorium ended at 10:01 a.m. Sunday.




On Monday, Eddie Jones, president of the Los Angeles Civil Rights Association, said the moratorium was a success despite the multiple murders. "There wasn't a great loss of life," said Jones. He said in the past there had been greater number of lives lost to gun and gang violence. "We sent out a beautiful message: stop the killings. Save a human life. Respect one another. Have some dignity in yourselves. Stop hurting one another and save our children," said Jones. As for those responsible for the homicides , Jones said, "Only God knows everything."
Update: There were a total of three murders during the "murder moratorium." Runner's death on Sunday, April 6, was not considered one of the four homicides. The L.A. County Coroner said Tuesday, April 8, that Rodney Curry, 38, a black man, may have died from an old gunshot wound he received several years ago and therefore would not be considered among any of the homicides that actually occurred during the moratorium.
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Dennis Runner, 23
Dennis Runner, 23, a white man, was shot and killed in North Hollywood after a murder moratorium listed above.
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Alfred Chavez, 23
Alfred Chavez, 23, a Latino man, was killed during an a murder moratorium listed above.
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Gary Walker, 31
Gary Walker, 31, a black man, was killed during a murder moratorium listed above.
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Christopher Tobias, 38
Christopher Tobias, 38, a black man, was killed during a murder moratorium listed above.
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Antonio Cervantes, 40
Antonio Cervantes, a 40-year-old Latino man, was mortally wounded in a shooting in the 1300 block of East 62nd Street in Florence about 11:25 p.m. Wednesday, April 2. According to the L.A. County Sheriff's Department, Cervantes was riding a motorized Go-Kart westbound on East 62nd Street when a light-colored van drove up behind him and a person inside shot Cervantes in head. He was taken to a local hospital, where he died at 10 a.m. Friday, April 4.
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Kelly Collins-McCowen, 37
Kelly Collins-McCowen, 37, a black woman, was shot multiple times outside a bowling alley at 4645 W. Venice Blvd. in the Los Angeles Mid-City area about 8:20 p.m. Thursday, April 3. Police said McCowen was at the Midtown Center when her boyfriend confronted her outside a bowling alley and allegedly shot her with a handgun. Authorities claimed her boyfriend, Rene Sajid Munoz, a 39-year-old Latino man, fled in a vehicle and drove to Forest Lawn Memorial Park in Glendale, where he was involved in a standoff with police officers from Glendale Police Department and LAPD's Northeast Division. Los Angeles Times story
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Eder Pineda-Hernandez, 21
Eder Pineda-Hernandez, 21, a young Latino man, was shot multiple times in the 14800 block of South Atlantic Avenue in Compton about 1:18 p.m. Wednesday, April 2. According to the L.A. County Sheriff's Department, Hernandez was standing outside when he was approached by a black man, who shot him. The man ran northbound on Atlantic Boulevard, authorities said. Hernandez was pronounced dead at the scene by paramedics at 1:33 p.m.