Short Poemz... I wrote a Long time ag0

Thought Control..


my thoughts sit back and enjoy the ride.
creating a rolleRcoastEr of emotionz inside.
Feelings that repeat like a FiGur3 8.
I can't figuRe it out B'Cuz I can't thiink Str8.




EXPERIENCE

My head is too heavy
with thoughts of you...

can't decide what i want
or what i wanna do...

These past feW weekz
have been a Dream...

But thingz aren't always...
How they may Seem.



Confuzi0n...


confuzion upholds my minds present state.

Thinking what if the bad turned our Great.

When did this happen.

Why did it occur.

Can't remember tha easonz.

Its all just a BlurR...



I used tooooo... & It Used toooo....

I used tooo think it wuz you.
i used toooo think it wuz trUe.
It used toooo be so ReaL.
But That's how It Used tooo feel.

I used toooo.....

It used tooooo.......

Now...

I DONT!

Roaming...

... single ...

...& Stranded...

...no place...

...no home...

...lonely & abandoned...

...So all i do iz roam...

...@ leasT Thats how I used 2 Be...

!Not anyMore BabY B0P!

Fr0m Va Back 2 CA.

Virginia iz 4 da Birds...

I definitely dont need 2 be here any longer be4 i lose ma freakin mind any more than i already have...

there is sumthing wrong with people in general.
not every1 wants or wanted 2 go to college.
many were foced 2 go and others jus feel they have 2 follow ma and pa.

But hampton university iz a Zoo.
literally, with animals and all.
I have lived it here, LIVE.
ive watched it , LIVE.
thank God I am STILL A LIVE!


and ima make it bak 2 Cali alive...
I miss ma peopz and Ma bestfriend.
i miss Momz amd gMa 4realz... I miss Gran and aunt flo

all da lil 1z and all ma loved 1z yall know.



Im comin home!

Va aint like Ca.
we got shit 2 do!


im co0l tho, i think i needed 2 be here 2 see how it wus on tha otha side of tha world and i did trust n believe i experienced 1st hand a new world.




Im comin bak 2 tha fox hillz mall.
the grove.
24 hour fitness.
baldwin hills.
Kikbaccs at ma crib.
ma bed lol
Nanas house.
palisades hIigh
and everywhere else Paul Davis goezzz lol

Man Its been a while and i am going 2 enjoy every bit of home.

1 more Month, Damn Near...

The end of my 1st college year.

Thank God.

Great Experience yes Lord, Great experience.
Too many experiences...


From ball 2 schoo 2 ppl 2new ppl 2 girls 2 me being me lol

yea all that.


Hampton University taught me a whooollleee lot.
Its time i go bak home now.


1 month left and ima go hard in it i promise dat.
Ma grades are gonna be so00 tight and ma mindset is gonna be so00 right going bak 2 CA.

The way ive been working out lately has been Viscious. If i hadb 2 choose 1 word.

I Love it. the studying and homework im doing is paying off.
School is almost over and i am gladn 2 have experienced one period.

College is wwhat u make it kinna like highschoo but the only thing is tha ur decisions u make are literally YOUR decisions now, not ma or pa or Gma, its all on you.

4 those thinkn of college try 2 grow up now, Quick lol

im blessed to have had the opportunity to play my 1st yr of college basketball and i hope 2 continue 2 play.

Life always has its ups and downs and in college nuthn changes, if anything things will try 2 get worse to pull u down and actually had me down alot this year but i bounced bak with christ.
Im alright now.


SCHOOLS ALMOST OVER!!!!
i have so0 many people 2 see and so0 many things 2 do and so much work 2 put in.

This summer mioght be 1 of the best ever!


Just one more month 2 get through PD.
One more...

I might just be dat Nigga!

Because can't no0n3 Break me.
Ma Focus is way to0 strong 4 da rest of tha w0rld.

The griip i have on ma own destiny iz way to0 tight 4 any Body 2 try and take it away 4rm me.
Im So0 sincere.

alot of people may say im a sweet dude. or they may say im an asshole. they may say both, if that makes any sense...
People will talk and thats all theyll do while im takn steps forward eveery fucking day!

Im Proud of myself and my maturity.
i admit that my decision making isnt always thought all the way thru in all subjects but I have really grown the fuck up

& Im Co0L wit it.

im not gonna beg u 2 be ma friend or ma nigga.
U wit me or against me.
add on 2 da list of enemies i never had in highschool...

this definitely aint highschool and i aint tha same Paul DaVIIs from highschool eitha.

Aint nobody changin the G in me. No1'z gonna take my strength away 4rm and ma hunger bcuz thats exactly it...

Im starvin' and ima do watever it takes 2 eat!

Ill prolly end up with 50 tattoos, so wat!
aint got shit 2 do witchu.
Ill say sumthn that u may not like, get over it bcuz i jus did.
Ima fight 4 everything i think i deserve so fight me bak, bcuz i want nothng more than 2 be challenged...

I wake up and go 2 sleep feelin beasty, like wats next on tha list...

I am 18 years old.
i know exactly wat im gonna do with ma life, u think im bulshittn?

&&& im wiit ma muthaf%$Kin' Cheetah!
I am fearless.
my heart has no fear in it, neithr does my blood. there aint nuthn that could stop me 4rm breathn Xcept God.

and God is on my side so0 all that otha shit aint Touchn me.

I need haters.
i need emotional ass niggas 2 get all sensitive when i talk a lil shit bcuz i kno who ma bait iz...

u worried about me but best believe im thinkn about wats next 4 ME.
i promise you...

everything around me is just going around me as i move through...

i keep movin up while yall watchIn...

thas da only way, UP!

jus call me Flii Boii bcuz das wat i am.
Im Moviin on up!

Im a Master of mY Game as i should be & you know what...


I G0 S0 FUCKING HARD!

Best Movie In the w0Rld.

I G0T GAME.

I smile.

i smile too.
i laugh all tha time...

I act real crazy.
i act like my Mind.

it roams but i smile.
i go through da motions but i smile.

whao whao whao im chillin...
Life is good.

naw im really coo..
y u say dat?

haha naw im actually pretty content at this moment and time.
im cool with where i am and im coo wit where im goin...

if i was mad it still wouldnt be showin

but im really alright cant you see.
tha joyfulness you see in me.

the energy and Crazyiness...

thats me! Im cooliO
and ima stay cooL.

im posted lil homie ,wats wrong witchu?!


whats wrong with me?!
aint nuffin wrong wit me.

i woke up this morning so Im Happy...

so0 from this day on...
every day i wake up you'll get nuthn but smiles from me.

I smile.

BaSkEtBaLl Iz LiFe!

Run.
jump.
Yell.
sweat.
cry.
bleed.
fall.
get Up.
win.
lose.
draw.
Eat.
Sleep.
Breathe.
Live.
Learn.
when its Done.
I Die.

UHHHHHH I CAN WRITE ALL NIGHT & DAY...

get inside of my head.

Im weird. I appear 2 be an ordinary human being like every1 else with my own uniQnesS about me.
Im not th0... Im not ur ordinary human being, in fact, sometimes i doubt im Human.
I think im an Angel.
I think God put me here 2 help others and 2 set an example.

i wonder why everyone called me 2day...

was it because it was easter? or because they havent talked 2 me in a while?
Or was it because they wanted 2 let me know how Proud of me they were and how im gonna make it & how Great it;s gonna feel when hard work pays off.

because thats what everybody was talkin about. "I Love You son. keep up tha Good work"

Ma Momz told me how all ma brothers and sisters have the best grades theyve ever had.
It put a Big smile on my face & it made me feel like everyone is actually growing up.
ya know.

Kids are realizing that maybe college can be an option or just tha simple fact that it feels good 2 have As & Bs on ur report card instead of Fs and Ds.

Especially when Ds and Fs are all youve been used 2 seeing...

Iono th0...

My dad Calls me when he remembers its a holiday. Today was easter.
he called me but i couldnt really talk bcuz i was in the library...
So0 in the 45 seconds he had he managed 2 say " I Love you so0n keep that studying up and ill talk 2 you later, Im proud, Happy easta!"

last time i talked 2 him was probably about 2 months ago b4 dat.

i talked 2 grandma 2day...
she was with Gran. tending 2 her needs like the wonderful daughter she is.
She said " Its always wonderful hearing 4rm u grandson, I thank you for the call, happy easter and I Love You"
i asked her about her day...
she says nothing much is goin on and preceeds 2 tell me about her next mission and i listen, because i care and im there 2 listen 2 Nana.


My Uncle anthony called me 2day, "watup mayne wat u up2?"
i say nuffin chillin studyin, he said o ok man i jus wanted 2 call and say I Love u and keep workin hard and studyin hard... i love u man. I said i love u 2.
then he says " your bells are gonna ring P" u been watchn NCAA? i say yea man, yup. he says yea man das gonna be ma nephew man, im tired of hearn about these freshman ballers steppin up, das you P das you! your bells are gonna ring and u gon get ur shine P i know it" Thanks unc. Ima hit u laters 1 love...


of course i talked 2 my Mom and we talk about everything so0 today was just a MORE blessed day with the 2 of us.

I wonder what it iz about me that gives her so0 much faith in me.
why does she just know im gonna be somethin?
som1 asked me earlier if i feel pressure on ma back tryna set the example 4 all ma lil brothers and sisters, i said naw aint no stress.

im gonna do it 4 them , right?
i ask ma self that question all tha time.

Ma Mom Loves my desire.
She Prays 4 me more than herself, more than i pray 4 maself.
why?what if i fail?

then will she still love me?

I think so0 but i prolly wouldnt love myself.

so0 many things are always goin on, but thats always tha case huh...
I wanna go get some shots up, or maybe be dribble a lil bit outside..
i dont care how cold or dark it iz ill wake up 4 class, ill make sure of it.

where am i gonna be playing ball at next year?
i wanna be a business man.
i think i still wanna act.
i love 2 write. i havent even continued my book i was supposed 2 be writing...
im focusin on school alot this semester and my grades are pickin bak up.

havent spoken 2 my bestfriend in like 2 weeks or so0...


I d0nt think imm like any1 else.
people say what they want 2 say but no1 knows me. i dont even know me 100%
honestly, im just moving with time.
When is God coming back?

i think he's coming back but i dunno if anyone else believes.

Im an Angel. not because i feel 1 way 1 day then 1 way anothr or bcuz i know things b4 they happen or bcuz im nice and caring or bcuz i try2 please the world & im tryna find my purpose in life...or even bcuz I Love God so000 much.

Im an angel because of teh way my heart beats. & how my thoughts speak 2 me in a way that i cant even control them but when i pray 2 God they all come 2 reality.
My heart speaks. my mind speaks. my lips speak. but the fact is that the story of Paul Davis continues 2 be hidden and i dont think any1 will ever be able 2 find out what Paul Davis was ever thinkn or feeling...

i jus wanna have ma 5 to 10 kids. marry a Beautiful and successful woman... live in a healthy and happy home... and make sure my Family is fine. I wanna do right so0 that when God comes back i can go back with him.

PauL Davis...

TATTOOS







THE GYM





BASKETBALL



Yes SOMETIMES I LIKE 2 Be A REBEL, JUST 4 DA HELL OF IT!


CRAZY






A GENTLEMAN



STILL TRYNA SAVE THE WORLD & CURE THA WORLD...



MUSIC






Chuck taylor's... It aint tha shoe its Tha SIZE, 16. "that dont mean shit" you right cuz if ma foot was a 10 ma D*%K would still be tha SIZE it iz...LOL




MY FAITH IN GOD




The only thing on here i cant do is TALK LITTLE. loL


AND of course! Im a VIRGIN! And Proud of It!
Ive been a Virgin 4 a Lonnggg Time n0w... LOl

im da Kid errbody wanna se3.

im da kid errbody wanna see...
At tha club at tha mall at the games, you see!

Im da Kid wit da Ball in his hand, tha waves n his hair...
yes tha girls they stare...

im da kid with tha smile on his face
when u go 2 his place, & errbody else there!

Im da kid that when somebody do him wrong,
he wake up tha next mornin' & he dont even care...

im da kid dat go thru da motions but stay Outgoin'
Im da kid dat even if im feelin bad,
its an energy about him so0 u wouldnt even kno it..

thas me tha kid u wanna see...
even if its 4 a second,
u know how its gonna be...

laughs n giggles,
jokes and imitations...
and when i get scholarly,
maybe some information...


haha im da kid u wanna see..
and u know wats really co0L???

as much as u wanna see me i wanna see you too!

"AFRICA" N "AMERICA" N

I claim 2 be african.
Ive never claimed 2 be American but it goes with african on standardized tests and all those applications... So0 i check tha Box.

I claim 2 be Black.
Although im pretty much a brown skinned individual. with a little red skin also supposedly from my indian background.

BUT all this said...
I honestly don't know where Im From.
I know where i was born, where i grew up and where im at th0.

Im African but i aint never been 2 AFRICA.
Im said 2 be a Nigga.

I guess thats where tha "N" at the end of Africa comes from...

I wont accept that. i do know that My name aint Nigga.
Well, why do i call ma Boiz Nigga?
Man, I honestly dont know.

I wanna stop sayin it but it comes out naturally.

HOW IGNORANT!
Im not ignorant tho..
because i know where the word originates from and i know how the word nigger was used 2 down grade my people.
So im not ignorant.

But bak 2 dis American stuff...
America is exactly what it iz.
Blacks dont have no say in America.
thats our faults as a race.

bUT

America is not what it has been brought up 2 be.
Patriotism and all that just creates a cover up.
4real 4real

i dont even say tha pledge. because what am i saying it for?
No1 is saying a prayer for ma People in africa.
It took people 4ever 2 save ma people from katrina!
so0 what am i gonna say that 4?
to acknowledge whites for killing more of Gods human race?
or to give them Respects for ruling the world?


Yea aaight!


cASE cLOSED FOR NOW...

bUT REALLY i feeL bad that i have not yet been 2 Africa because i feel that as a claimer 2 be "AFRICA"N I need 2 know who i represent and where i believe we all came from...


History shows...

I will take that trip 2Africa. i will look in2 the eyes of those who share my blood.
I will look in2 the hearts of victims and the souls of the innocent.

I cant wait 2 see where i came from...



P.S.
I found this picture and i looked at it for about a half an hour just thinkn...
Look into those eyes and tell me what it makes u think about.

Change.

I've been in the library everyday this week, probably for an estimated amount of 22 hours all together (not adding tomorrow's hours.)

I would actually be in the GYM right now shooting freethrows after my 300 shots made.

UMMM... I went 2 my library in highschooL ONCE!
In JunioR High I didnt even Know where tha damn Library wuz!
Elementary, I didnt even Know what tha hell tha Library was! lol

Ive beat my own Record this week al0ne & It doesnt feel like an accomplishment 0r anyThinG it jusT feeLz Like Im Changing, ONCE AGAIN i know i know...

Ive honestly been in here with ma music, READing articles, books & journaLs n such...

I hate Reading!!!!!

I wasn't Really Studious in elementary but i was always smarter than every1 Else anyway. Maybe because I went 2 6TH Avenue! Smack in tha Middle of than Ghetto but I still Got skipped from 3rd Grade 2 da 5th so0 I was'nt trippin! Lol

i went 2 JR. high and i played basketball a whole lot at a yung age, Crazy huh BUT of course not hard2BeLieve.
So0 In Jr. high all i did was keep ma grades up 2 PLAY Ball. Thats when i learned girls were willing 2 do ma work bcuz they actually enjoyed watching me Play. Lol


DAS W@Ssup!

Then, highscho0L i Began 2 LIVE ball & thats when it hit me that i wuz goi a different path than ma Bois 4rm Jr. high and elementary scho0...

S0000 I kept it pushin and College became an option & i never really thought of dat but i was indeed Smart & Ma grades werent bad & i passed the exit exam already so0 why Not take tha SAT.

But Yea...

and Now Im here. In Virginia bythaway...

I actually don't get down when people come n go in n' out of ma Life liiKe I used 2.

I Guess...

Becuase Im used 2 It.
ya know pops leaves ya, then Grandma dies...
You break up with your Ex and you cry 4 weeks...
That's Life aint It.
Change.

TuPac said "Something's never change"

Something's dont and Lifes Cycle doesnt change for noBody.
So whats the point of being down if 1 of your friends aint ya friend no mo?!

MAN u GON THINK EVERYONE IS YOUR FRIEND 1 DAY...


tha next day you'll realize that all u got is YOU.
You eitha cant trust No1 OR you can't Trust Everyone.

cho0se 1 of those but dont fall in tha trap tryna be co0L with everybody and when u get hurt they still movin on wit they Life, keep it pushin, like Me!

But yea ive adjusted 2 change pretty well i must say... U kno

Tha College thing wasnt tha hardest change 4 me bcuz i actually wante 2 get away, It was more of a Blessing 4 me. me not havin a father was a blessing 4 me in a way because i learned 2 be a Man earlier than many who werent in ma same psotiion...

Aint no need 4 feelin sorry 4 sum1 who has risen above instead of giving in.

I know alot of people who go through much worse than i have and i dont feel bad 4 them, im happy that they are where they are...
I know people who have had no parents but are still in college. striving not only 2 succeed but 2 be tha BEST at what they plan 2 do, thats Wass reallI go0d.

Man, Im talkin future presidents, Rappers,Ball players, Lawyers, Doctors and much more because they took what handicapped them all their Lives and they accepted it & turned it into something that FUELED them 2 be that much more different than tha rest of the world.

Thats me yo' Please believe that...

& Im On a Way..
Through this Life of change.
Ican see maself changin' and thats tha crazy thing about it.
Im watchin' maself Grow into tha Man i wanna be.


So0 when change comes your way, take it as another road opening up in your Life because thats exactly what it is...

Another road towards your future that will lead u 2 where u wanna be if you just accept it. Instead of turning around and going tha same direction you came from.

Sunny HoodiFornia, ComIn fromwhere Im fr0m...

Drive by's and Helicopters...

im not a thug thats just where i came from.

homicide and suicide...
yea i attempted suicide at an early age TWICE, i wasnt self motivated.

Grewup in tha middle of a No good, hOOd.

I go back home and people doin tha same things...

honestly all i had was fam, ball and Musik 2 sing...

had hope sumtims but i always had doubt.

confused alot, didnt know ma own route.

Sun shines tha same in va.
but people dont wake up with a motive in ma part of Ca.

Inglewood, crenshaw and adams, Tha jungles.

Nothing there but tha same places and stores and memories...

The watts riots were on those same streets.

no1 pays attention 2 da history, not realizing that its on repeat.

I did th0.
I went 2 schoo.
I chose 2 keep goin.
gang bangin, no father, jus Moms, runnin the streets, no money, fightin, shootin, stealin...

the Life.

o yea and Ballin'

Motivation 2 get out bcuZ i never knew wat was outside of Cali.

never thought of it much.

not at all.

i did think of me and ma basketball.

what made me go tha right path?

Maybe watchin Pops do what he did 2 da Family?

i didnt wanna be like him, naw not me

He had 2 take 9 bullets b4 he realized his blessing...

i wonder hy i got shot then..
jus like my dad did..

did god do it 2 wake me up?

iono...

why am i still here...

i came alongggg wayyy

and its crayz that i have dreams now.
and its crazy that im still going forward i used 2 fall of so easily.

Now Im smiling. Imso0 strong.

comin' from where im from, theres nothin else out there but tha HOOD.

bein HOOd, doin HOOD shit, College?

aint no college stuf goin on...

take yo ass off tha freeway to UCLA.

and dont get shot braggin about bein in college..
That aint "cool" where im from..

u betta be ballin at UCLA on scholarship
damn. how sad...

thats Life in 1 place..
Life is what u make it just get tha hell out while u can, I did.

Im workin on gettn ma yungn z out next!
eventually momz too!

We all gettin outta da HOOD!

Amen 2 dat!
Im Out!

I like 2 write...

i Love to write.

When im alone i think of things and how they could be or how i want them 2 be.

I think of who i will be and who's da 1! lol

I Like 2 think and analyze where im at and where i wanna go.

Im a pretty F0cusedindividual. I think.

i think i strive 2 be da best at everything i do but im not always consistent.

....I wanna be like jamie Franklin when i grow up, honestly.

not jus because i hav feelings 4 her or Because she's exotically gorgeous and actually almost exactly like my Mother...

because everytime i hold a conversation with her I learn something that never even crossed my mind, ever.

I admire her DRIVE. & Admiration 4 Living better yet Life.

She's my role model & thats weird 4 som1 to be of tha same age group but its True & she crosses my mind every single day...

we can go 2 months without talkin then 1 Random day we would be talking about whatever we would be talking about and It would jus wAke me tha fuck up!

s 4 being who you are jamie. Absolutely Amazing. I hope 2 keep you in ma life in whatever way God blesses me 2 have you. real Spit!
Let me stop there and maybe when i feel like its the Ill continue telling u about J.
2 Be continued......



d and cant write, Who Can I Run TO???

Amy Davis Homie!
I always say that she has a heart of Gold because she does..

She works so0 hard raising a million kids, with heart disease and she's so0 fuckin strong it never ceases 2 amaze me.

her smarts and intellectual ability has givn me a HUGE advantage over mos people who i hang out with.

shes honestly like a BIG sister 2 me as well as my best friend in tha whole world.

shes never beaten me or whooped me or nun of dat... she has raised me 2 be a man. Like thats all i know is being a mature and respectable man and i am who i am bcuz of her Great Job as a mother...

Im gonna do everything i want 2 do in Life bcuz im striving 2 pay Momz bak 4 all shes done 4 me...

I owe her a Lifetime of Re Payment. lol

I Love her with all My heart and its not just tha " I love u Mommy" I ride or die wit ma Momma yo'

ive fought her ex boyfriends off and i dont take no B.S. when My Mother is Involved...

You Mess wit amy u Mess with her 1st born.

But yea man writing soothes ma Soul...

Im a relaxxed type of dude somtimes lol

otha Times im wild, crazy and all ova da Damn place... lol

Thas probably bcuz ive grown up withso00 many sisters n brothers!!!

man growin up those days with them were tha craziest but the best1

Uhh man I miss bein a Kid!

Im crazy.

Dominique is crazy.
Brittnee is crazy.
Lebre is crazy.
Byron is crazy.
breana 7 kayla are crazy.
raven is crazy.
davonte is crazy.
Tristian is crazy.
Drew &tJ are already crazy... at ages 5 & 1 lol ( no not ma momz kids lol ma dads lol)

Oooo snaps i 4got ma Lil cuzzo... anthony a.k.a. AJ might be 1 of the smartest and baddest kids in tha world! Its official tha boy is Crazy!

These are ma kids.
I am tha Man of tha house didnt i tell yah!

yeaa mann these kids make Life a blast yo'
they make it worth living...
Really and i mean this with all my heart id die 4 any 1 of these brats.
they kno it 2
they always called me when sumthn went down.
Paul this
paul That..
yea wat happened? lol
dat was me!
still iz dnt trip...


ill tell you about these kids more in detail th0 lol


I really Love writing th0 man...

Like when im feeling studious i write about ma Knowledge.

speakin of knowledge, i have the Wisest Grandmother in the world.

been thru it all from brown v. board of education 2 martin luther king jr. speeches lol

NaNa Is my rib and she knows it1

i went 2 college 4 me, but i really went 2 make ma Gma proud.
she always tells me way 2 set the example 4 the yung 1z and Ive done ma best...

I Love when she gives me advice bcuz how often do u get a chance especially as a BLACK man 2 gain sum new knowledge that is beneficial 2 ur future Success???!!!

hhhmmm....

EXACTLY

I heard this quote and it said Knowledge Soeaks, Wisdom listens.

Im a great listener when it comes 2 what nana has 2 say because what doesnt she know?!! lol

I Love my Grandmother Dearly and I Love her Mother even more bcuz without GRAN, there wouldnt be NaNa!!!

Gran... Man I remember being at the old house and my great grandmother had art and pictures all over the house im mean her own art museum... a pure artist.

She was said 2 be the most beautiful woman in Louisiana and I agree because my great Grandma is still gorgeous at the Yung and healthy age of 92! happy Birthday My Love. In our Family Birthdays last a whole weeK lol

GRAN is my otha Rib and yes thats another tattoo coming soon on each rib with Roses and vines goin thru their names bcuz they are the 2 beautiful roses of my Life.


ahhh... Im feelin refreshed.

High off Life Huh jamie lol

i like writing about my past n what i been through...

man i dnt talk about who went thru it wit me dough

& as crazy as my fam is and AJ is...
His father has 2 have us all beat!

i cant reaally mention all tha things hes done or been apart of BUT i tell you this
He Loves his family and i gaurantee he will do anything 4 any of us.

hes been there 4 me when it counted tha most and i kinna wanna tear up a lil bit because of how he Got his nephews back.

when i got shot all i could keep thinkn about was the abger and pain on his face when he saw me bleeding...

I cant help but tear up a lil (aint like yall can see me writing so im good lol)

Yea he's the only Real thing close 2 a father figure 4 me. thanksUNC

yea man... memorys memories memories...

Especially in highschool right?!

BOi ol' Boi

okok chek dis...

Scenario:
i was in ma 1st class, english ma sophmore yr of highschool.

and im sittin down you know scopin' chillin and then all i see are these brown boots and then this blue skirt, then a tank top then a RED scarf! lol
I loo and its this asian lookin female...

im like ok she coo

but as time went on i fell 4 all tha girls lol during highschoo ya know..
Popular amongst all, no bragging but Paul Davis got his name in highschool...

he would always go 4 what he wanted...
any girl he felt he could have. lol
expect this 1 chik raven symone jackson lol
he didnt quite get her the way he wante 2 but we'll talk about that in detail lata! lol

But this friendship came up outta nowhere and next thing u know she was writingme letters in class saying Hey bestfriend! lol

man wtf! how did i get so0 lucky
I got tha roughest, toughest, asshole! in tha world lol
But the sweetest, most caring, and REAL human being i know.
Gabrielle Tanedo.

i can say watevr i want but no1 will ever EVER understand the relationship we have because its so0 deep.

many would think damn they really like eachother i bet but naw that aint it... no where close 2it because WE LOVE EACHOTHER UNCONDITIONALLY...

been there 4 me tthru everything and will fight 4 me like a dude would lol
Our families have combined 2 be 1 BIG one..

shes ma heartbeat and we have a chemistry that can overcome any obstacle...
Crazy Huh?

I think our blessing to one another has helped us in the long run, look GT is in college!

i remember when she called me talkin about how her dad wasnt gonna pay 4 her 2 go to Asu, she was so0 stressed n disappointed but she Bounced bak! and she pushed herself and she graduated from highschoo despite wat err1 else said and watevr was goin on didnt matta and she went on 2 college anyway !

man ima stop here because ima keep goin about her Life story lol


yea man... all this writing, i bet i can keep goin. ur eyes are prolly getting tired if ur not interested about the beauty of Life because i am.

i want 2 thank all of the people who have givn me the opportunity 2 be ma self and have accepted me 4 me...

arielle Thanks babe 4 being a friend and for caring like many ppl dont.
taylor Gray thank you 4 giving ur all 2 me and 4 understanding me...
sarah thank you 4 forgiving me.
Raven symone ThankYou so0 much 4 finding out who i am and for following ur heart.
jamie thanks 4 being in ma Life.
and giving me the opportunity 2 bein urs.
Breana thanks 4 understanding The meaning of Gods plan... thanks for beiing ma ma other bestfriend.
mariah for showing me how 2 go for what i want and for showin me Love.
heidi thanks 4 your care and dedication 2 me when sumtims i wasnt even payin attention 2 wat wa right in front of me.
LIBRA baby 4 letting me help u out, because i care about u staying on this earth 4 a long time...we got partyin 2 do bae!
danielle we went through wat we did 4 a reason and i thank u 4 aloowing me 2 be apart of wat we had.
demi ma im still yo PINO!
DominiQue ur ma Lil baby
Lil taylor ur still ma lil FRESh and u can never divorce me!
BISCUIT we gotta talk about u havin a Boyfriend lil cuzzo cuz umm... u doin alot lately, I Love you tho & u know who2 come 2 when u need 2 talk, always...





Man.. I thank Irvin Bg, Jg, Jd arock, dlew, marky mark, Kmed, al gordo, taylor and hawk, and my fucking captain 4 Life Bboy, for allowing me 2 lead them on and off the court.
Zo, Rod dannyBoi, JJ, Mitch, matt and Max I Love yall wit all ma heart and we ballers and family 4 Life.

I can go 4ever...

thanks 2 ma Lil O's 4 havin faith in me.

all ma aunts uncles AUNT FLO And My gaurdian ANGEL UNCLE SAM, who saved my Life literally in tha Emergency room and did the surgery 2 stop my thyroid from bleeding...
you are a blesssing.


all ma coaches trainers and mentors. Thanks



O yea Chazz is a fag bag!





I didnt 4get any1 i just would like 2 stop because i have reminisced enough 4 this session...

I thank God 4putting all these beautifull ppl in ma life.

Momz callin me lol adios!

good advice.

Try trusting in yourself before you trust others.
Depend on God before man, perhaps.
Listen when Giv'n Answers.
Talk when asked questions.
surround yourself with people who are similar or at least close 2 you.
People who have Goals, instead of those who are just hanging around in need of your assistance alot of the time.
Materials will come n go...
people will come n' go...
Life comes n goes right before your eyes...
make mistakes, we have 2 in order 2 learn right 4rm wrong.
d0nt dwell on tha mistakes Focus on what's right...
1 of my favorites, PRIORITIZE.
Laugh! Alot! a whole Lot!
Its go0d for tha souL...
Outside of family,2 be realistic you'll probably have only 2 or 3 REAL friends
(if that) at the end of tha day...
be yourself & Change only if it makes u better.
Work 4 everything you want.
Don't Bulshit yourself N0w bcuz Later tha bulshit will Kik In again but it'll be going against you this time.
Avoid the negatives.
smile.
take care of yourself so0 you can be comfortable with yourself and have Confidence.
whatever gives you your confidence, keep doing it.
laugh some more...
don't start what you cant finish...
LOVE LIFE.
Take advantage of opportunity.
Stay in control of your own Life.
Think before you act.
act without doubt.
Follow your heart.
Follow your mind.
But past the 2 of those follow your own personal Knowledge.
& if you dont have the knowledge be aware of outcomes and circumstances.
Dont be afraid 2 take chances...
be Good more Timez than your bad...
make Good choices better than you make bad ones...
It will all catch up 2 you.
Watch ya bak.
Have faith.
Live It Up and have some Fun...

Thats all i have...

My Fav. FIVE5

At Tha 1... U need a general. A Creator who caN create for themselves and others...
Ma Man iz CP3 A.k.A. Chris PauL
Yea Yea Yea there's Steve Nash , J. Kidd and even ma Man Baron Davis from Compton BUT i roll wit Chris PauL...
pLus his name would have mA NAME in it. & being that i have had 2 change and adjust ma position to a PG this yr ma game will have 2 become somethin like CP3's but prolly wit betta scoring ability because i work on that Most! But his unselfishness and control of tha Games Pace is amazing...

Thas ma Manz yo'




Tha 2 SPOT

Man I hope i can end up being a straight GAURD... All purpose!
I've learned alot from ma Main Man Larry!
A.k.a Ma "GodFather" a.k.a Smooth and of course Larry Hughes.
He would always be ma 2 gaurd in any Game, well at least starting. lol Kobe can come off tha bench.
Larry Hughes...
ive watched him 4rm tha start.
St. Louis watch you kno bout it?!
yEA das where he was born n raised, went 2 University of St. Louis 2 BALL. His Life!He is a silent assasin, Smooth Game and has easily tha top 5 Best defensive awarenesss in tha League watch tha Games.
From Loui! 2 philly, 2 golden state 2 wash 2 cleveland and Now Chi Town?!
hah Cleveland really gave up a Big peice of tha team but Life goes on...






Its not just Basketball that brings me close 2 larry tho. I can relate 2 his Life experiences and how he had 2 mature at an early age just like me. He has really been a role model 4 me and das truth.




Small forward...
HHHMMMMM....
He's not exactly what you call small or a forward.
He played tha 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5! lol
My ALL TIME FAVORITE PLAYER AND WHO I HAVE IMULATED SINCE THA 6th GRADE!

Earvin "Magic" Johnson.


the greatest. yea he played against, with and killed all of the otha greats when it counted and he was a LEADER...



as a matter of fact he created the definition of leadership.
Leadership: The ability 2 Take over; to make EVERYONE around you better.

Thats all i have 2 say...


P.s. they called me dIDDY Magic In elementary all thru Jr. High... loL



Next at tha Fo!
My Mentality and my urgency and my willingness to work Hard and 2 do wat i wanna and Be " As Bad as i wanna Be", all comes from Dennis The Menace!

Dennis Rodman.
from dying ma hair to diving on floors.
Im a gaurd version of D Rod. Coaches want players who work like us.
Not how we act or say stuf or our stubborness or Rebelious attitudes but our work ethic and talent and willingness 2 get better and confidence despite our surroundings is what people wanna see. wat people pay 2 see lol

this iz ma nigga!
Hellz yess!
We Go Hard( No hom0)
he might fight a couple dudes, head butt a coach OR even put on a DRESS! lol
But he really dont give a fuck...
he'll get me 10 points 20 boards and 6 fouls and 4 charges...TOUGH!

ill take it.





Lastly, ima end it off wit anotha Yung boi. A yung Point and a Yung Big Man?
Yes, they are the future!
Garaunteed!
CP3 & Dwight Howard got tha Game on lock for tha next 10 years...
i can get 20 and 20 from Dwight along with Dennis we got something goin...
have you seen the last couple of dunk contests?
did u See Dwight Howard?
ok those speak 4 themselvez and tha scary thing iz He's 21! and dunkn aint his only talent...
He's ma Big Man & I would put him up against any Big in tha League.






Thas ma StartIn FIVE5 whats yourz???

Not Lookin Back.

Im Me.

I swear to God, anyb0dy that would beg to differ, TRY ME. I've been letting any1 & every1 who is and has been apart of my Life,KNOW who I was, how I've changed and who I am today.


I REFUSE 2 change for anyone...


L8tly,I've noticed more that when you are at your Highest moments, thats when niggas wanna bring you down. No matter how hard any1 tries im Not That Nigga! My faith aint in yallz hands yo'. Some people can't handle tha fact that i attract almos everyone I encounter. Others can. What does that mean to me?
NADA

I aint worried about those who hate me or even like me bcuz Honestly...
Im being Selfish at this vitaL Point of My Life & I have 2 be, Bcuz while Im Caring 4 you and puttin ma shit 2 da side im wastin time im supposed 2 be taking advantage of 2 get to where im tryna go.

Yes. PauL Davis Has never been selfish.
Yes. Ive never sounded this way.
BUT
Yes. Im always worrying about every1 else except 4 maself.
Yes. Ive been stressing and Its been hard lately so i could just be tryna cope with all that right now.

But theze are just oa couple of Reasons why I should be worrying about me More.

Im still tha caring Young Man every1 knows. The sweet and "simpish" type nigga bcuz I was raised 2 be a gentleman & i learned what i didnt wanna be. Thats still me. My Mother Puts God in my heart and I am His Son. God put My Mother in My Life and I am her son. I have a Father and a Mother. 2 Loving Parents.

I do Care!

Just Not right now, Not enough 2 Give it any attention Unless your My Mom Or My Lord.

Its Time 2 do Me.
You dont know me if you dont know that BasketBall is my Life,my wife, my B (word), my heart, my soul, my Motivation, my strength, my happiness, my Confidence, my knowledge, my clarity, my Get away, My ... Man U get what Im sayiing. & If you dont understand that you WONT understand me because thats me! What I do.

Stop Telling me what I think or If Im sure or How ima Do it.
Just watch...
Like Juelz said don't watch me, watch T.V.!
This iz Pay-Per-View... You gotta Pay 2 see this shiit! & damniT Yall doubters are Gonna Pay! and You will see!

But Im being Selfish and i have been really, lately. I have a caring heart so0 of course ima still care a little bit but most of what you see wiLL Be Me not even worrying about myself, Just focusing On My Goalz. Im tired of people gettin over or wanting tha easy way out, just work 4 sumthin! Then you see what i do and you liike nigga you trippin & you know what?! I am trippin but thats what i should be doing if im tryna get dat GUAP!

Im Selfish. Im Not Looking Back, only forward. I Love my Loved 1'z & az a matter of fact all of my loved 1z Understand what i mean so0 Fuck every1 else...

You just do you... Im a Do Me!
Ima do whatever i want no Matter what you say, think i should be doing or want me 2 do & thas tha Real...

& Naw Im Not Crazy...
IM INSANE!

Matriculation 2 Manho0d.

Be a Man.

you can't always be right. Your not always gonna be wrong eith3r...

Sometimes it won't go your way.

Adjust and make tha Best of what you got.

While you can.

Im learning, like i always say, i grow more & more everyday...

I am growing.

I believe that but i sometimes 4get who's in control of ALL.

My Lord & Savior...

Be a Man.

dont give up.

dont get stressed out over something u actually are in control of more than u think.

Change if you need 2 only 4 tha better.

Be strong and Pray 4 strength.

GO HARD!

or dont go at all, Seriously...

Im smart,talented, good-hearted, respectful, Mature, FUN, Handsome and better yet Im Blessed!

I am thankful for my blessings and I am thankful 4 what i have been able 2 accomplish & what i will so0n accomplish az well.

im on my way!

Its very rough 2 get thru so0 much at 1 Time but in order 2 make those miracles come tru u need to have tha Faith.

Im alright.

stop stressin, kill the depression and tha sad shit bcuz thas what tha
D* EviL spirit wants me 2 feel.

I won't

im goodie lol

Keep'n ma head up.

grades up!

Keep'n My Love and Ima continue 2 share it with my loved 1z

Ima keep gettn stronger and better as a person

basketball is still Life, What!


On tha Real
God Is Life...


Im a Man of God.

Thats why I am still here.

Its Your BirthDayyyy!!!! HappY! O' HappY!

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Born March 17th Yes Saint Patrick's Day!

Biologically,Born By an amazingly Beautiful Mother & an All American College Basketball Player In her Father She Grew to be a Strong Young African American Woman.

Beatrice Lacy Davis is Her Angel of Disguise as well as The Greatest MoM In The world & the greatest Dad In the world would have to be her daddy, All of us Knew as PaPa, (tatted on ma Lil Sister's back)he was definitely her Hero.


This woman Is soo00000 Special 2 my heart.

All she has been through and everything she has had 2 overcome is what makes her the strongest person in the family without a doubt.

Her positive effect on people, leadership and Faith in God is what makes her so different from every1 else.

there is no other.

I am blessed to have a Mom period. But to have a mother with so0 much Power and such a great heart between her shoulders is the greatest blessing any Man could ever wish to obtain.


I want 2 Cry every time i think of her state of health but when i think again I think of her words of wisdom and strength and FAITH.

that which doesnt Kill us will only make us stronger...

God is good all the time.
All the time God is good.

Its better to have him & not need him, than 2 need him & not have Him.

AINT THA LORD ALRIIGHT?!

YES HE IS!

Is he worthy 2 be Praised?!

Yes He is!

he died for our sins so we could have what?!

ETERNAL LIFE!

Greater is he that is in us, than he that is in the world.

We can do all things throuigh Christ that strengthens us.

Amen.



Man.... I Love My Mom sooo00 Much I couldnt use any word that would really amount to how I feel in my hear.

I would die for Momz in an instant.

I would give her my heart so0 that she could Live longer than i did.

I will fight for her like she fights 4 me everyday.
Just 2 stay alive.
Just to take care of her kids.
Just to set the example for the rest of us.

She has taught me 2 be the man i am 2day and wthout AMY DAVIS there would be No PAUL DAVIS!


I would have probably been born into some family of surfers and ma name wouldve been Tommy todo o some shit Lol

Thanks 4 saving me Momma!

You are...
My Heart
My Soul
My Everything.
(Next tattoo coming so0n) lol

God Bless You & I Love You!
We Go Hard Fo' Life!



And a Special HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

From Your 1st Born, Paul davis a.k.a. Monkey a.k.a. Nu Nuw a.k.a. Paul Anthony a.k.a. Virhoe! a.k.a. Tha Man of tha muthaFuckIn House! lool