i tore it...

I tore ma Maniscus...

I was sad, mad, frustrated, scared, nervous....


im still scared.



Ma Maniscus is on tha side of ma Knee, its a ligament.


I have 2 have surgery and ima be out for 3 months. no basketball, no running, noi hard workouts...


I can Lift weights only wit ma upper body..

I have 2 miss all the games tourneys, and even tha Juco showcase.

I cant do nothin. depressing right?

well when I look in tha mirror and think damn i cant go workout today, yes. depressing..


on the other hand when i look at ma Mom who cant do anything she wants anymore bcuz of a disease i think in a more positive light becuz it cud be worse...


Im goin thru da motiionz...


so0 much goin on in ma head im goin crazy... when i cant hoop theres nothing..... I can write. like im doin right now..


shit wat else.... i aint in skoo.. man watever


basketball is wat i live and wat i die 4

i cant take it but ima have 2 of course cvuz i cnt do nothin about ma kneee....


i cant.... do nothing.

ughhh mann Im out.