"Gettin' Out of The Life"

Im Losing.

Why can't i just carry my REAL Game over 2 Practice?!
Why do i work so0 Hard but then I feel as if im in the same place i was yesterday?!

why does my Mom have to go through all shes going through?!
Her Hearts so Great but physically its not so0 Great.
God is so good.

Im Just trying to figure out why certain things happen & then why some days im Cool with adjusting 2 it & others Im feeling how i do Now.

Im Sad. (no bitch)
4real 4real


I want ma grades 2 be higher, Im frustrated bcuz i work out every day but when i get 2 practice Its like im tryIn out all over again. Thats only some days.

0ther Days im Feelin it!
Happy Ballin, Checkin on Momz.
If she good Im H00d too!
Bro's & Sistaz aaight, thats when im str8.


BUT if somethin goes wrong with Fam...
EVERYTHING goes wrong with me.
Im Serious.

Im so far away its Hard 2 do anything.
I Can't do NuffIn Ova here.

I hope i can Travel 2 da MEAC Tourney for the experience.

Maybe next year Ill be where i wanna be...


Hard Work.
(Breaaaath, Sigh)


Im tired.


I Just need 4 Family to be ok.
I need for them 2 Be Great.

Ima get tha grades.
Ima Keep Ballin.
Im tryna keep this confidence up but its so0 hard.


Give me Strength.