WRITING ON THA WALL

ive come 2 the conclusion, az i type with my head on the desk. that i am speeding through Life. i wonder why things happen the way they do. i wonder why havent i crashed yet? Or will i crash? I think alot...

about where im going & what anything goin on now has 2 do with me doin what i aspire2 do.
i work out alot.
i study & i do my work.
im not a great test taker but i pray b4 every 1 i take.

i pray everyday but does that mean im alright?

I believe in God.

Im different tho...

i see what goes on On earth tomorrow & next week and 10 yearz from m0ow.
Unintentionally.

Its like i do right & i say right...
then I feel bad about somethin and i feel as if i did something wrong or said something wrong.

Im always full of energy, like i really have it.
I put on a good show.
just for the smiles
das all.

ma body aches and is dead tired but im not dead and i dont show how tired i really am knowing i prolly have about 1, 587 hours of sleep to make up.

Ill never make it up the rate im goin.
Ill sleep when im dead tired, LITERALLY.
who knows me better than me?
Shit i can name a few, Dino, Amy Davis, Gabrielle etc.

I dont know what tha hell is wrong wit me honestly.
Im a Mystery to maself and others.
Ma joy and Livliness is contagious yet falsley advertized at times because sometimez im sad yo' or mad yo' or hurtIn or disappointed...

But im always thinkn tho
whats the right thing 2 do.
when ima work out and study and theres no such thing as free TIME.

I dont have classes on 2sdays n' thursdays.
Fuck that mean?!
I still gotta wake up for breakfast at 7, study hall. practice, wash clothes, study, Pray, work out, and Try2 relaxx....


This iz Not complaining.
Its an informative speech.

Im practicing for oral Communications. Nosa lol
But 4real dough.

Ma head hurts every single day for no reas0n.
ma mind roams, no reasons.
I do things for a reason but alot of shit jus happens 2 me for no reason.
I guess im feelin like this cuz its that time of tha season.
Not Basketball Season cuz I aint playin lol
not 1 of tha 4 seasons.
but that seasoning...
This is the time when ma seasoning gets real tasteless.


Ill be aaight tho. BET! lol
and if im not alright. then best believe it aint gonna last long cuz im 2 strong.



P.S. {Random Thought}
theres this girl that goes 2 my school and shes 5'2. She has a big head.
& her sister has 2 Tooths. loL
She's a cooL Customer.
Naw but she's Actually my manager.