HeavY HeadEd

This creati0n by God that caused me 2 enter a so called world in which these walking talking people arrived also known as human beings and brought along with them these auras and egos and words and expressions supporting the meaning of feelings and emotions which pretty much influenced the thought and realization of wants & needs, then stimulated to objects, materials as well as thoughts which create wat we may call images which make imagination which very well somes up the word DREAM and of course this is what motivates those who chose 2 have 1 or if you dont have 1 of those DREAMS then along with the previous created are also actions which depend on your wants and needs as well as your thoughts and your thoughts came from your brain which grew every year you added an age & you became smarter and you became more aware that maybe you can learn more or maybe you lack what your mind also carries which is confidence and that comes from how you think, how you have thought in the past & of course the main factor EXPERIENCE, which some people lack and there4 follow what they know as THE ONLY WAY OUT, out of what you ask? maybe out of a trap, or a state of mind or WHO KNOWS! but then again you do have a physical, spiritual and mental state and they all react 2 one another there4 causing an up& down lifestyle because its a rarity for all 3 to be at an equal state but it can happen then again you look at what goes on around you and you continue to learn, how to tell time and how to do this and that, skills and talents are found and then hope can be born or hope can be passed up due 2 the environment but God created environment because he created adaptation and adjustments and he also created a belief that many follow but many dont at the same time, & then your in a SITUATION where negatives are in effect and positive but when negative is around its hard 2 see the positive in anything but for some reason God created the 2 which also means that if there is a will there is a way and if there is a way theres no point of giving up but what if you still feel this way and you dont know why?then you get help but no1 understands the way u do because only you know exactly whats going on at all times with you, and theres only 1 other who knows you as well, God, who also knows where you are from ,where your going and how your getting there and whats next, what will end begin, when and where and he knows what ntime you came and what time your leaving and this makes you think that while the stress seems 2 never go away you will be fine if you are doing what you were bput here 2 do and if you dont know your purpose, just ASK HIM and he'll let you know in a way he created and you will realize that all falls in the right place if you are behind the man upstairs, but this Life he created is definitely a rough and different and challenging and happy and sad and emotional, expiremental, SHORT LIFE and then after he created everything then he was complete. Then He died for our sins so that we could have eternal LIFE, knowing that he also created DEATH & the Gates of Heaven, and all of the above.

hhhhuuuuhhhhhhhhh............(sigh)
HeavY HeadEd.