Change.

I've been in the library everyday this week, probably for an estimated amount of 22 hours all together (not adding tomorrow's hours.)

I would actually be in the GYM right now shooting freethrows after my 300 shots made.

UMMM... I went 2 my library in highschooL ONCE!
In JunioR High I didnt even Know where tha damn Library wuz!
Elementary, I didnt even Know what tha hell tha Library was! lol

Ive beat my own Record this week al0ne & It doesnt feel like an accomplishment 0r anyThinG it jusT feeLz Like Im Changing, ONCE AGAIN i know i know...

Ive honestly been in here with ma music, READing articles, books & journaLs n such...

I hate Reading!!!!!

I wasn't Really Studious in elementary but i was always smarter than every1 Else anyway. Maybe because I went 2 6TH Avenue! Smack in tha Middle of than Ghetto but I still Got skipped from 3rd Grade 2 da 5th so0 I was'nt trippin! Lol

i went 2 JR. high and i played basketball a whole lot at a yung age, Crazy huh BUT of course not hard2BeLieve.
So0 In Jr. high all i did was keep ma grades up 2 PLAY Ball. Thats when i learned girls were willing 2 do ma work bcuz they actually enjoyed watching me Play. Lol


DAS W@Ssup!

Then, highscho0L i Began 2 LIVE ball & thats when it hit me that i wuz goi a different path than ma Bois 4rm Jr. high and elementary scho0...

S0000 I kept it pushin and College became an option & i never really thought of dat but i was indeed Smart & Ma grades werent bad & i passed the exit exam already so0 why Not take tha SAT.

But Yea...

and Now Im here. In Virginia bythaway...

I actually don't get down when people come n go in n' out of ma Life liiKe I used 2.

I Guess...

Becuase Im used 2 It.
ya know pops leaves ya, then Grandma dies...
You break up with your Ex and you cry 4 weeks...
That's Life aint It.
Change.

TuPac said "Something's never change"

Something's dont and Lifes Cycle doesnt change for noBody.
So whats the point of being down if 1 of your friends aint ya friend no mo?!

MAN u GON THINK EVERYONE IS YOUR FRIEND 1 DAY...


tha next day you'll realize that all u got is YOU.
You eitha cant trust No1 OR you can't Trust Everyone.

cho0se 1 of those but dont fall in tha trap tryna be co0L with everybody and when u get hurt they still movin on wit they Life, keep it pushin, like Me!

But yea ive adjusted 2 change pretty well i must say... U kno

Tha College thing wasnt tha hardest change 4 me bcuz i actually wante 2 get away, It was more of a Blessing 4 me. me not havin a father was a blessing 4 me in a way because i learned 2 be a Man earlier than many who werent in ma same psotiion...

Aint no need 4 feelin sorry 4 sum1 who has risen above instead of giving in.

I know alot of people who go through much worse than i have and i dont feel bad 4 them, im happy that they are where they are...
I know people who have had no parents but are still in college. striving not only 2 succeed but 2 be tha BEST at what they plan 2 do, thats Wass reallI go0d.

Man, Im talkin future presidents, Rappers,Ball players, Lawyers, Doctors and much more because they took what handicapped them all their Lives and they accepted it & turned it into something that FUELED them 2 be that much more different than tha rest of the world.

Thats me yo' Please believe that...

& Im On a Way..
Through this Life of change.
Ican see maself changin' and thats tha crazy thing about it.
Im watchin' maself Grow into tha Man i wanna be.


So0 when change comes your way, take it as another road opening up in your Life because thats exactly what it is...

Another road towards your future that will lead u 2 where u wanna be if you just accept it. Instead of turning around and going tha same direction you came from.