I like 2 write...

i Love to write.

When im alone i think of things and how they could be or how i want them 2 be.

I think of who i will be and who's da 1! lol

I Like 2 think and analyze where im at and where i wanna go.

Im a pretty F0cusedindividual. I think.

i think i strive 2 be da best at everything i do but im not always consistent.

....I wanna be like jamie Franklin when i grow up, honestly.

not jus because i hav feelings 4 her or Because she's exotically gorgeous and actually almost exactly like my Mother...

because everytime i hold a conversation with her I learn something that never even crossed my mind, ever.

I admire her DRIVE. & Admiration 4 Living better yet Life.

She's my role model & thats weird 4 som1 to be of tha same age group but its True & she crosses my mind every single day...

we can go 2 months without talkin then 1 Random day we would be talking about whatever we would be talking about and It would jus wAke me tha fuck up!

s 4 being who you are jamie. Absolutely Amazing. I hope 2 keep you in ma life in whatever way God blesses me 2 have you. real Spit!
Let me stop there and maybe when i feel like its the Ill continue telling u about J.
2 Be continued......



d and cant write, Who Can I Run TO???

Amy Davis Homie!
I always say that she has a heart of Gold because she does..

She works so0 hard raising a million kids, with heart disease and she's so0 fuckin strong it never ceases 2 amaze me.

her smarts and intellectual ability has givn me a HUGE advantage over mos people who i hang out with.

shes honestly like a BIG sister 2 me as well as my best friend in tha whole world.

shes never beaten me or whooped me or nun of dat... she has raised me 2 be a man. Like thats all i know is being a mature and respectable man and i am who i am bcuz of her Great Job as a mother...

Im gonna do everything i want 2 do in Life bcuz im striving 2 pay Momz bak 4 all shes done 4 me...

I owe her a Lifetime of Re Payment. lol

I Love her with all My heart and its not just tha " I love u Mommy" I ride or die wit ma Momma yo'

ive fought her ex boyfriends off and i dont take no B.S. when My Mother is Involved...

You Mess wit amy u Mess with her 1st born.

But yea man writing soothes ma Soul...

Im a relaxxed type of dude somtimes lol

otha Times im wild, crazy and all ova da Damn place... lol

Thas probably bcuz ive grown up withso00 many sisters n brothers!!!

man growin up those days with them were tha craziest but the best1

Uhh man I miss bein a Kid!

Im crazy.

Dominique is crazy.
Brittnee is crazy.
Lebre is crazy.
Byron is crazy.
breana 7 kayla are crazy.
raven is crazy.
davonte is crazy.
Tristian is crazy.
Drew &tJ are already crazy... at ages 5 & 1 lol ( no not ma momz kids lol ma dads lol)

Oooo snaps i 4got ma Lil cuzzo... anthony a.k.a. AJ might be 1 of the smartest and baddest kids in tha world! Its official tha boy is Crazy!

These are ma kids.
I am tha Man of tha house didnt i tell yah!

yeaa mann these kids make Life a blast yo'
they make it worth living...
Really and i mean this with all my heart id die 4 any 1 of these brats.
they kno it 2
they always called me when sumthn went down.
Paul this
paul That..
yea wat happened? lol
dat was me!
still iz dnt trip...


ill tell you about these kids more in detail th0 lol


I really Love writing th0 man...

Like when im feeling studious i write about ma Knowledge.

speakin of knowledge, i have the Wisest Grandmother in the world.

been thru it all from brown v. board of education 2 martin luther king jr. speeches lol

NaNa Is my rib and she knows it1

i went 2 college 4 me, but i really went 2 make ma Gma proud.
she always tells me way 2 set the example 4 the yung 1z and Ive done ma best...

I Love when she gives me advice bcuz how often do u get a chance especially as a BLACK man 2 gain sum new knowledge that is beneficial 2 ur future Success???!!!

hhhmmm....

EXACTLY

I heard this quote and it said Knowledge Soeaks, Wisdom listens.

Im a great listener when it comes 2 what nana has 2 say because what doesnt she know?!! lol

I Love my Grandmother Dearly and I Love her Mother even more bcuz without GRAN, there wouldnt be NaNa!!!

Gran... Man I remember being at the old house and my great grandmother had art and pictures all over the house im mean her own art museum... a pure artist.

She was said 2 be the most beautiful woman in Louisiana and I agree because my great Grandma is still gorgeous at the Yung and healthy age of 92! happy Birthday My Love. In our Family Birthdays last a whole weeK lol

GRAN is my otha Rib and yes thats another tattoo coming soon on each rib with Roses and vines goin thru their names bcuz they are the 2 beautiful roses of my Life.


ahhh... Im feelin refreshed.

High off Life Huh jamie lol

i like writing about my past n what i been through...

man i dnt talk about who went thru it wit me dough

& as crazy as my fam is and AJ is...
His father has 2 have us all beat!

i cant reaally mention all tha things hes done or been apart of BUT i tell you this
He Loves his family and i gaurantee he will do anything 4 any of us.

hes been there 4 me when it counted tha most and i kinna wanna tear up a lil bit because of how he Got his nephews back.

when i got shot all i could keep thinkn about was the abger and pain on his face when he saw me bleeding...

I cant help but tear up a lil (aint like yall can see me writing so im good lol)

Yea he's the only Real thing close 2 a father figure 4 me. thanksUNC

yea man... memorys memories memories...

Especially in highschool right?!

BOi ol' Boi

okok chek dis...

Scenario:
i was in ma 1st class, english ma sophmore yr of highschool.

and im sittin down you know scopin' chillin and then all i see are these brown boots and then this blue skirt, then a tank top then a RED scarf! lol
I loo and its this asian lookin female...

im like ok she coo

but as time went on i fell 4 all tha girls lol during highschoo ya know..
Popular amongst all, no bragging but Paul Davis got his name in highschool...

he would always go 4 what he wanted...
any girl he felt he could have. lol
expect this 1 chik raven symone jackson lol
he didnt quite get her the way he wante 2 but we'll talk about that in detail lata! lol

But this friendship came up outta nowhere and next thing u know she was writingme letters in class saying Hey bestfriend! lol

man wtf! how did i get so0 lucky
I got tha roughest, toughest, asshole! in tha world lol
But the sweetest, most caring, and REAL human being i know.
Gabrielle Tanedo.

i can say watevr i want but no1 will ever EVER understand the relationship we have because its so0 deep.

many would think damn they really like eachother i bet but naw that aint it... no where close 2it because WE LOVE EACHOTHER UNCONDITIONALLY...

been there 4 me tthru everything and will fight 4 me like a dude would lol
Our families have combined 2 be 1 BIG one..

shes ma heartbeat and we have a chemistry that can overcome any obstacle...
Crazy Huh?

I think our blessing to one another has helped us in the long run, look GT is in college!

i remember when she called me talkin about how her dad wasnt gonna pay 4 her 2 go to Asu, she was so0 stressed n disappointed but she Bounced bak! and she pushed herself and she graduated from highschoo despite wat err1 else said and watevr was goin on didnt matta and she went on 2 college anyway !

man ima stop here because ima keep goin about her Life story lol


yea man... all this writing, i bet i can keep goin. ur eyes are prolly getting tired if ur not interested about the beauty of Life because i am.

i want 2 thank all of the people who have givn me the opportunity 2 be ma self and have accepted me 4 me...

arielle Thanks babe 4 being a friend and for caring like many ppl dont.
taylor Gray thank you 4 giving ur all 2 me and 4 understanding me...
sarah thank you 4 forgiving me.
Raven symone ThankYou so0 much 4 finding out who i am and for following ur heart.
jamie thanks 4 being in ma Life.
and giving me the opportunity 2 bein urs.
Breana thanks 4 understanding The meaning of Gods plan... thanks for beiing ma ma other bestfriend.
mariah for showing me how 2 go for what i want and for showin me Love.
heidi thanks 4 your care and dedication 2 me when sumtims i wasnt even payin attention 2 wat wa right in front of me.
LIBRA baby 4 letting me help u out, because i care about u staying on this earth 4 a long time...we got partyin 2 do bae!
danielle we went through wat we did 4 a reason and i thank u 4 aloowing me 2 be apart of wat we had.
demi ma im still yo PINO!
DominiQue ur ma Lil baby
Lil taylor ur still ma lil FRESh and u can never divorce me!
BISCUIT we gotta talk about u havin a Boyfriend lil cuzzo cuz umm... u doin alot lately, I Love you tho & u know who2 come 2 when u need 2 talk, always...





Man.. I thank Irvin Bg, Jg, Jd arock, dlew, marky mark, Kmed, al gordo, taylor and hawk, and my fucking captain 4 Life Bboy, for allowing me 2 lead them on and off the court.
Zo, Rod dannyBoi, JJ, Mitch, matt and Max I Love yall wit all ma heart and we ballers and family 4 Life.

I can go 4ever...

thanks 2 ma Lil O's 4 havin faith in me.

all ma aunts uncles AUNT FLO And My gaurdian ANGEL UNCLE SAM, who saved my Life literally in tha Emergency room and did the surgery 2 stop my thyroid from bleeding...
you are a blesssing.


all ma coaches trainers and mentors. Thanks



O yea Chazz is a fag bag!





I didnt 4get any1 i just would like 2 stop because i have reminisced enough 4 this session...

I thank God 4putting all these beautifull ppl in ma life.

Momz callin me lol adios!