
HARD WORK!
HARDWORK!
HARD WORK!!!
Pounding those fucking words in my head over and over, i made myself Insane...
I literally skipped crazy and went insane in an instant.
every work out every practice i busted ma ass!
HARDWORK!
HARD WORK!!!
Pounding those fucking words in my head over and over, i made myself Insane...
I literally skipped crazy and went insane in an instant.
every work out every practice i busted ma ass!
sweat and blood...
Always so0 hard on myself, i always was.
I always got Cz, Dz, and this F in math analysis ma senior year.
I was disappointed.
i never could or would admit that i was not good at math or just tha fact that i didnt get it.
Ma freshman year of college, 1st semester math i got a C. second semester i failed badly.
I stayed down on maself.
other times i was confident and strong and Focused...
when i was focused i was focused...
but i lost focus alot too...
In highschool i worked my hardest but in tha games das all that showed. My talents could never let out like i knew they could.
My senior yr at the start i showed my game and it felt good. i was ballin like i couldve a long timee ago.
after pre seas0n, i fell slowly in2 dis trap that let my game out on random occasions.
I wanted to go D1.
I wanted a scholarship.
I wanted the Hard work to pay off.
after i got shot i said i would make it...
i just knew i would.
I graduated highschoo and walked on at hampton U.
everything felt so0 good at the beginning...
Playing outside, i became tha man jus like at baldwin hills park.
tryouts i was frustrated n worrried.
i made it but that wasnt it 4 me, i got to practice and stunk!
I was wayy better than what i showed the coaches, ALLL YEAR!
i grew 2 change and i grew 2 leave and i left...
Hard Work Hard Work Hard Work... I continued 2 say it would pay off.
i was always so0 depressed when i wasnt hittin shots or my grades coulda been better...
my head would ring. every1 knew i was stressed or sad or angry...
my head was always heavy.
every1 knew if i was thinkn 2 much...
i kept saying that i would make it bcuz i felt that i had wat it took... I was willing to work to get better and i knew ma game was with every elses
I JUS COULDNT SHOW IT WHEN IT WAS TIME.
for tha most part. but i did otha times...
I didnt get picked up4 teamz fo nuthn...
Poeple knew that i could ball but they wantd 2 see how bad of a ball player i wus.
not tha good
The thing iz I beena baller and i got better all tha time... every day.
I put everything in Gods Hands.
i knew he would direct me and lead me 2 where i was bound 2 be.
I was on ma way...
God is Good all tha time, all tha time God is Good.
all this stuff man...
I went through soo much 2 get here..
I almost died.
My Mom almos died.
My brother almost died.
i never got ma respect earned.
i was accused of being wat i wasnt.
I was looked down upon 4 workin hard.
envied and hated 4 reasons ill never know...
I was a good dude bak then.
just alot of stuf goin on and i was fightn..
2 get thru.
2 get away.
2 be me.
2 stay alive...
2 eat, sleep and breathe that game i claim 2 be mine.
i was fightn every day of my life.
So0 many things in ma head tried 2 kill me.
my spirits.
i stressed myself out.
I didnt give up like any1 else would have...
It was hard.
hard work.
iono why i couldnt just show it off whenevr iwanted 2.
i had it and i still got it.
never had 2 depend on nobody.
my mom and gramma had ma bak...
momz says she wants a room in ma new house.
i told her ima get her her own house.
she think im playin tooo, lol
next paycheck i got her.
Gotta help brittnee pay dis rent and dino want these new shoes so0 i got her.
Breezy on scholly so0 his ass coo lol
Byron......I gotta get his ass something wit his greedy ass!
but yea Im Happy.
Its Crazy 2 reminisce because when i was in ma teens and yunger i loved 2 reminisce also...
it means alot more now tho, especially at this moment bcuz Im where i said i was gonna be, that Day in Mr. jenkins class.
i remember haha...
" I will make it. I will."
wit ma Big ol' poster that i did tha night before with Ari & DJ but i still got an A cuz it was tight....
Ye yeaa man. College dayz.
I remember "harkness Paul" n shit lol Ballin on da outside courts. They said i was a Legend on those courts in VA. ye P made his mark n shit lol
newayz th0
altho i wus close so many times.
im glad i didnt give up...
i always said that i wus gonna prove all doubters wrong. Man i was only 18 when i said that and i knew that i wasnt anywhere close 2 stoppin.
Now Look... Im ballin. Im happy. Ma Fam is out tha Hood.
Im still blessed as i wus in highschoo and College.
aint nuthn changed...
Im still all about Hard Work.
Same thing in practice 2day...
HARD WORK!!!!!
HARD WORK!!!!!!!
HARD
WORK!!!!!!!
I can easily say " i told yall so but God taught me 2 be humble, so for those who tried to kill me and pull me down I THANK YOU!!!!
write me sometime why dontchya! loL
I knew it...
Success really is the greatest feeling in the world.
welll....
Overcoming all that Ive been through has made it that much sweeter...
Ok enough writing im goin 2 da Gym. Pre season workouts are tha besT!
Im takin ma son wit me even tho he's almos 4.
I started at 4, he'll be aaight.
Ima make sure he has goals and ima make sure that he will accomplish every single 1 he sets 4 himself, better yet he'll make sure of that himself because thats what kind of DRIVE davis's have....
and always will have.
I wonder where the wife is...
Dinner betta be ready afta dis work out lol
hahahah Man I Love Life!
I Love Basketball.
BASKETBALL IS LIFE!
It Pays The bills!
PEACE OUT!
welll....
Overcoming all that Ive been through has made it that much sweeter...
Ok enough writing im goin 2 da Gym. Pre season workouts are tha besT!
Im takin ma son wit me even tho he's almos 4.
I started at 4, he'll be aaight.
Ima make sure he has goals and ima make sure that he will accomplish every single 1 he sets 4 himself, better yet he'll make sure of that himself because thats what kind of DRIVE davis's have....
and always will have.
I wonder where the wife is...
Dinner betta be ready afta dis work out lol
hahahah Man I Love Life!
I Love Basketball.
BASKETBALL IS LIFE!
It Pays The bills!
PEACE OUT!
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