Summer of 06'

This is goin on two years since so0 much went on....


I really just want 2 say That I Love my Uncle Jesse Man...


I was on myspace after a million fuckin years 2day and i wus on my aunties page and i went 2 da pics.. I saw my Unc Mann...

smilin n stuf as usual, dats ma nigga!

He wuz always in a Great Mood...
he always tried 2 stay positive in any situation and da little bit of time i got 2 see him when he got out of Jail, was a blessing...

He came out a changed Man and it was weird bcuz when he walkd in ma house all i heard was some nigga yellin lol

im playin video games wit lebre like " who tha hell was that?!"

so i wait 2 see who was gonna hit tha corner & its dis big buff ass SWOLE ass Nigga! wit a wifebeater on and tattoos n shit...

Im like whoz dat?!

Momz walks out her room and shes like " Ooo My Goddd"

im still waitin and hez loo0kin at me Like "Nigga dont remember his fuckin Uncle Man!"


I start rollin az im thinkn so0 hard and then im Like UNCLE JESSE!!!!

hez like yeaa Man! Damn! lol

im laughn cuz da nigga is loud and Crazy and itz been so0 fuckin long since da las time i seen him.
i was a lil ass boy...
his favorite phrase was " YOU MOTHAFUCKA!"
haha yeuup dats it, he would say it so0 loud and Funny....
das ma nigga yo'

Hez like " Man U got big Boi!" and he looks and da girlz n stuf lol

wat a crazy and random evening...



So u know if Uncle Jesse was bak niggas was partyin so0 of course they went out that night.



Uncle Jesse came out Bigger and stronger. Mentally and all the others but his mentality had changed and it showed.
his energy was always so0 contagious. couldnt be sad with him and couldt be happy without him.
I Miss Him.

I remember that summer.

Lebre and I got shot and were in tha hospital...
Ma Mom kept tellin me how he wantd 2 stay at tha hospital wit me and he did, every night he was in there...

He was talkin about how he wantd 2 take me shoppin at Ed Hardy to get some fitz.
He had ma fuckin bak!

then we got out tha hospital and were stayin at Kia's House and more shit jus kept happenin'.
we couldnt move bak to da old house, we all slept in tha livin room and Life was hard but we were still movin and pushin. Mom was cryin all tha time and so was I. it was weird having Lebre by my side cuz i hadnt seen him in like 2 weekz.

Then school started and we went for the first day.

then that night Mom shopped wit tha little money she had. Kia did too.
they looked so0 sad.
ma Uncle anthony came over 2 chek on us n stuff... he was stressed and it was obvious.

then after nights of watchn Madia and millions of DVDz....
One night Mom and Kia said " turn that off so0 we can tell yall somethin"...

My Mom started 2 cry.

she said " im gonna tell u this..."
then Kia startd talkin and said " Uncle Jesse was killed yesterday...

Dominique starts crying
then Brittnee starts cryin
and then lebre....

Im sittin there. i said " what u mean?"

she said "someone was following him and startd shooting at his car and he drove into a tree.
he was stuck in tha car and when he got out he realized he was shot but didnt know it.
He Bled 2 death. the doctors couldnt save him."


I started 2 cry and my eyes got real REAL swollen... My head startd 2 hurt.
I asked
why?
why?
why?!!!!

why was everything going so0 wrong...???????????


Jesse had changed...
he was goin 2 church man...
he didnt wanna bang no more.
he stopped and he came out a new man. he took care of his girlfriend and his Family and his peoplez....

He was on his way 2 church man!


Now Hez My Angel.
Hez definitely in a Better place... Watching over all of us.

when i moved into my new house the wind blew my door open and it was fully closed. the 1st thing i said was "that was Uncle Jesse"
It was the heaviest Breeze i had felt in my life.
he blessed our new home.



I Love You Uncle Jesse.
My Angel Man...
My Angel Man......

Rest In Peace & Live In Peace up In Heaven with God & all the Other Angels, Uncle Jesse.