I am a young Black 18 year old Man.
I am a Man of God and I have been my whole entire Life.
Ive never gang banged... Ive never been suspended or expelled from school.
Ive never even gotten myself into a Real fight...
Thats just who I am.
I am 1 of the most caring persons all the people in my Life speak highly of...
I graduated highschool with no problems. I was accepted to all 9 college/universities I applied to.
I am a Lover.
I have people who do not like me and those who may be envious of my success and then there are those who just dont have much reason 4 anything but that's not my business...
Im a student of Life because every situation i put myself in I learn from it wether it turns out good or bad...
I dont dwell on anything because Id rather jus be grateful for what I DO have instead of dwelling on what i have lost in either a friendship or a certain position...
At the end of the Day Im gonna smile regardless... some people dont realize the reason why Im always so0 excited about Life.
Im like that bcuz what surrounds me doesnt allow me 2 smile... So0 I go against whats going on in the streets or in the hospitals and cemetaries and I SMILE.
Im a very happy person and I am very Goal oriented not only 4 me but for my Kids...
My Kids being Lebre, Dominique, Brittnee and Byron...
Byron barely talks 2 his other side of his Family, hates his dad and does shit his way bcuz no1 showed him wat was right, I did. Now he comes home n takes that trash out, works part time and goes to school part & still finds time to rap... he aint jus a "Compton Nigga" no more... he's not unwanted and He fits in because he is who he is and don't gotta front about nothin no more.. We let him be who he wants 2 be. & best believe when somthns goin on he comes 2 his Big bro...
Lebre. Man Lebre I aint even gonna tell all my brothers Buzzness but many don't understand what this Lil Dude has been through from the night we got shot to my Mom adoptin him and him losing his parents... Man Yall don't know how strong this Kid is... You know what he calls himself? Lebre Anthony after his Big Brother. Me. he has confidence and he's more focused on School & Ball Now... he aint bangin no more... And people say he's even a lil cocky now and u know what.. thas better than Lebre walkin around with his head down filled wit sorrow and hopelessness like he used 2 be.
Brittnee. my sweet sister who is the oldest sister but somtimes it seems as tho shes the youngest because of her situation. She's very special. Materialistic n worried about everything and every1 around her but she tries so hard to make sure her Family is ok... She was born early, the size of a stapler, almost died at birth. She has scholiosis, and esphasia, which is a brain disease but she's makin it juss fine. She has the highest grades out of all the badd kidsss and I wonder why? Because she tries her best to do so. she studies and yea she watches her favbortie shows but shes quick to make sure she reads those chapters for school 1st. She tries to find excuses knowing that if she tries her best, she can do anything jusat as well as any1 else... She tried to stay home from school 2day and i said wats wrong? she said my back hurts so ima stay home. I said No your not tha week is almost over, why slack off when ur doing so well? i told her 2 hurry up n put some clothes on and get ready 2 go to school. 20 minutes later she was walking out the door "by brother" on her way to school. I Love ma Britt mama
Lastly but of course not least because I probably have more kids than I know of... LoL
Little me every1 says....
Dominique Davis. A Rebel, like me. She's a piece of work. But shes been through jus as much as tha rest of us... Since Day 1 when he left, he broke her heart. her hate for him has been instilled in her heart 4 a while now... he's forgotten her birthday multple years and it kills her 2 see him. her father. our Father. "yalls Dad" as she would say... Dominique used 2 be shy and quiet, never outgoing and didnt really have an identity. so I introduced her 2 basketball and she got tha hang of it, actually pretty good she was at anearly age... From then on she wanted 2 try new things after being scared most of her Life not wanting to leave Mommy's side... I set Dino free. She is the most outgoing person in tha Family now and shes crazy, loving and she mad helpful but at tha same time she does mess with any1 whos against her family... She loves her Family. She loves me. she always make sure that if Im happy tha Family will be Fine because I am the Father she never had... Im her father/brother... She's not the best student due to her laziness and unwillingness to learn but shes growing up.. Along with her died hair and mood swings she is growing up. She has always gotten into it at all the holiday get togethers with my grandma, and its only bcuz shes so different and shes her own person and thats y i Love her... if she got them grades straight she really could do whatever she wants and im tryna get her 2 see that... Its so0 stressful tho when ur so0 Loving and then when u dont feel loved back, that hurts but dino keeps it in... Xcept when shes around her Mom or Me. every1s always on her from her uncles to her grandmother.... Dinocious will be juss fine tho and ima get her to and through graduation best believe that!
Those are ma Kids...
& the Mother who is the Angel of the Family...
Amy Davis. I could go on and on and on forever because thats how amazing she is to sooo many. Everyone really realizes how much of a blessed individual my Mom is. she pushes all of us to the limit. She has the Biggest heart in the world. She has 3 different disease and she still finds time 2 be the best Mom in the world... we alll have her back... She's probably been through the most and this iz true.... My Mom is the reason Im go0ing to make it. She is my everything case closed. I can go on 4ever man...
Now if anyone is wondering why Im always buzy, its bcuz of them and thats more important than anything else in the world to me....
I am a student, an athlete, a brother/father, a friend, a christian Man, and I am a hard worker...
every1 goes through their own things and has there share of problems... I dont call these things problemss....
I call them blessings because they teach us the importance of thins like family and freinds...
I aint never been the type 2 beg for no friendship and i aint never been the type to hurt any1... I make mistakes. People make mistakes. I learn from it and i keep pushin.. people enter and exit our lives everyday... Im not gonna dwell jus bcuz u may not like me or u may want this or that...
If we cool we cool. if u dont like me, im still cool with who u are as long as u havent caused me any harm bcuz das who i am..
Im not conceited or cocky...Im not negative or rude.. Im not disrespectful... Ive made alotta mistakes and Im not a Loser.. im not a half ass dude..
I have goals. I have aspirations and my goals and aspirations believe it or not include more than myself..
For those who really really know me, they know all of this already and if u didnt u know now and believe it or not... nothing will make or break me. Trust me... Lol
I Love Life and the people in my life...
I am Paul Davis.
Like no other....
Holla bakkk ~!!!! baby!!! Pop off Son!!! YaskadaMeanie!!! Lol
Get at Me!
Live it and Love It! No time 4 sad faces so00 SMILE....
Thursday, May 15, 2008
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