where im at...

Havent reallI felt the will 2 write on this blog lately, but I do riight no0w.
Ive been writing ryhmes and songs and lyrics lol but not like serious stuff.
Ive been Happy since i got home.


there is this new strategy that I taught myself after i realized that Life has to keep happening regardless of what you want or dont want...

I didnt have a name 4 it until juss now but Ima call it My vulnerABILITY TO hAPPyNESS...

Because every Day Ive waken up & told myself that I wus Going 2 have a great Day. Ive had Good days every day, no bad since... Im like 13 & O. LOL

Ive realized that people feed off my happyness and Joy.

I dont like feeling depressed or sad or weak cuz that lures you to stay that way... and its contagious as well which is y i stay away 4rm it now as well.

When i feel that sad or a sad feeling is approaching me 4 some reazon basketball really is my scapegoat. Im automatically relieved. i KNOW not every1 has something like that 2 juss help them get away but I know that when im well at least 10 other ppl are better off 4 thee day bcuz of my impact.

Im so0 happy o be alive and to have Family.

My sister is sick but I make her smile 25 timez a day... when she gets in her moods its me who gets her right out that FUNK LOL


ion0 but Being happy juss feels better than that other stuff lol, personally...

Im going on day 14 2morrow!!!! I have basketball practice which is a delite aND my friend is coming over for tha 2nd time in 5 days lol shes maddd cooo0L
Cooler than i thought actually...

BUT ye I feel the stress in the back of ma head and in my heart... the fear, and sorrow...

so many people are goin thru stuff and im tryna juss make them happy honestly. Its makes me happy 2 make others happy.

My bestfriend is bak home, life cant get no better...

Ive be3en hoopin like crazy...

My Mom is waking up with smiles on her face instead of tears.

Ill take that 4 as long as possible...


My little cousin Zion is back in my life. I hadnt seen him since he was a 1 yr old baby boy and now hes 8 and im helpin him with his HW lol how crazyyy!
and My wonderful and Beautiful auntie his mother Auntie Tina is bak in my Life and I Love them both soo0 much.


My bestfriends/cousins need 2 get their sh*t 2gether, Dre &LJ but theyll be fine, juss caught up...


Nothing is bad right now.


My sweetheart of a friend Hemeka is going thru some Family issues but I know that her Mom will make it through because God knows wats best 4 every1....

Ima make sure she stays as happy as possible tho bcuz its easier to get down when bad news juss keeps comin, trust me i know...


IM experienced...


I Miss Dr. Winfield. My Other Mom... She has crossed my mind for 3 days str8 now... Crazyy lol




Im alright Mannn... so are my people. we have it alot better than others and it definitely could be worse....


Life is wat it iz and you take the punches and u roll with them because a massage is right around tha corner, 4 me at least LOL.


dis iz where im at tho and where ive been 4 like 2 good weeks now & i dont plan on changn up, Lifes great! Bcuz i can still type those words in lol